The annual post for the last day of 2005 and this post; well i hope this post will be a blast and a summarised for what ive done for this whole of 365 days. The negative part of me would say "2005 sucks big tyme" But somehow the gd side of me will say "well...at least i got her" Well gona face another 403.5 workings days in the SAF as a storeman. (amazing eh how i really calculated my working days excluding saturday and sunday....) So 403.5 it will be. Bleargh....after every 100 days,i will celebrate;sort of....
Sometimes when im really bored infront of the computer n i got nothing much to type and when this part come,i be bitching like-nobody business bout the certain bad factor of the goverment of Singapore. Well maybe not today then. Be typing and bitching bout something else i guess. Its my blog anyway and i type any shits dat is interesting and hope it will invite all u shitty macaroni-dip-arse ppl to haf fun reading....haha...
So tell me, do u considered urself to be one of those Singaporean Stereo type citizen?? If so,bad for you cos im gonna fuck u up real gd in this post. (bear in mind the word "stereo") Since the day our country being influence in the fast trending nation and incomparable hi-tech stuff selling fast in our homeland (homeland?!? bleargh),our young citizens or shd i say our damn Singaporean teenagers are becoming more selfish and rude in many ways of life. Mayb they r too young,i wuz young and gullible once,but at this fast going rate of high education and "Kind" propaganda,one wld expect such ppl and attitude wld be diminished. But no..its becoming worst. And the worst is yet to come....
BAck then in ITE,on my way to sch inside the bus,sitting, Saw this pregnant lady boarding the bus. And since my bus is a bus destination to Tamp ITE and Temasek Poly,most of the passengers are students my age. Everybody around her wuz like doing their own damn business. Listening MP3, reading textbook (cmon,exam still far lah idiot), look blindly outside the window and even some of them just blabbered non-stop wif their frens...ignoring that lady. Me?? well i wuz all the way back of the seat of the bus. Bus crowded,she infront...takkan nak pekik dari belakang kan, "Miss...miss....here got seat..come quick" while wavering my hand non-stop. (dat be a sight) But nvr do that...sakit hati rasa tau when i saw such scenario. The burden wuz lifted up as soon as this fine old unlce (mid 40s) gave his seat to her. Man....that wuz our future generation of Singaporean. Bahh...fuck it lah...
Here is another Scenario, those typical ask-for-donation charity kind of thingy. Well kesian eh dia org,walk ard town,up and down,here and there ask for donation. Orchard Road and when one speak about Orchard Road this is where our national youngster be spending their time on weekend. This volunteer pulak,sanggup sacrifices their time,instead of enjoying they are working for charity. Cld it be for some Red Cross Charity, Yellow Ribbon or so and so but stil sacrifice they have. And our stereotype teenagers wld like walk past them and act mcm takde nuting happen.... my gawd...wat a sight. However those who donated wld be those married dude or some well off person concerning bout them. Me?? Well, at this time i wld like take my wallet out and see if got $$$...biasalah,since im a bloody NSF,my pay wuz like $1.70 per hours. (amazing eh,i calculate dat too) Klau got money...more than $2 i wld donate like a dollar at least. If no money,less than $2 in my pocket,i wld just take a 20cent or any coins yg ade and give em. Better give than neber rite? Rite!!! and klau betol2 takde duit kan...i wld just be like.... "why am i here in e 1st place at Orchard if i got no $$$" So usually got money lah....
And my point is,what make our young singaporean becoming so selfish and hungry for $$$, pride and self-respect??? Is it the goverment in which always make us kluarkan duit? (i tink so..for me lah....) or is it the way they have been brought up?? or mayb they havent really see the bigger picture in which everyone fits in where we want. If it is truly the goverment,we shd make them listen. The goverment will ignore one mouth and sue that guy,but if there is many mouth what can they do? (most to most Riot Squad ah dia org panggil..sial nye olang) If is truly their parents,too bad loh...no one teach their bloody parents parent. Too bad lah,maybe their lifestyle were cultivated at home wif such attitude til they bring it to the outside world. Well that is so the Negativity!!!
Sometimes the sight just hurt. Hurt deep but never bring a scar to me. Im a strong man sumhow. I control my life and wont never let fate control it. I remember this saying from a book; "Dun ask what the leader can do for u,but what u can do for the leader" Well it is sumhow a good give morale up nye phrase. But if u apply this to our SIngaporean...well it wont fit. I never say i hate the Goverment,i just hate the System of our country. That is 2 diff thing. Now u see my point??
See How the ruling and system of the goverment control the life of our young Stereotype citizen? Everything counts in this world and nuting is free u noe. Causes and Effects. We turn out to be selfish and all the bad negativity exists in us. Better called our self Sin-gapore. As in country of Sinners
So seriously,how is 2005? Well seriously speaking...no comment. Just lead and follow the life in my shoe and u understand. Im a Mat once,im a punk once,im a gangster once,im a heart breaker once. Ive been there, done that and stil im so naive at some things and stuff. Our phase of learning as a human being is neverending. (quote from the Quran) K lah, ppl wana go now...see u nxt year and happy living the new years eve and the celebration. Wana mit my deary at work.
Remember,be happy of who u are and what u have. Ur life is determined by you,not some stupid upper power.