28th January 2006
Well hows the new year 2006 going on good ppl?
Some may say its good for a new life,new resolution and
other new things....some say its the same old day ,same
old things (this ppl extremely do not know how to enjoy life)
and everything else is boring.
Its almost the end of the 1st month of 2006.
17 more months to ORD oh!!!!
Thou its a long way to go,i have to do many happy and
exciting stuff to do so i will almoz forget time fly by.
My Lizzy,going for offroad biking,marathon,rugby clubbing
and making fun of people do sort of make my day.
The new club scene Ministry of Sound is really a very
interesting place to be if ur totally into the club scene.
And for those who looked down on HipHop,RnB,reggaetone
may proceed by clicking the "x" button on the topright
hand corner of this window cos i noe it may not entertain u ppl.
Its always been known only mats-mats and Bengs only go
clubbing and find trouble in clubs. But hey,if one never being
in a club and just hear stories (thru media,frenz or lifestyle) they
never know the real big picture how a clubbing scene looks like in
real true life colour picture!!
Fun-well thats the one major things when we club. To have fun,
forget our stress at work,forget that all those heavy burden and
just have this one thing in mind that is to have fun.
Friends - ask a friend along to club with u. Recommended someone
who has the same liking in music genre or someone who dun mind
as long they noe how to have fun in such place. You dun wana ask
a guy who being listening to a heavy death metal music and
expect a fun out of him. What u expecting will be a "spoil-sport"
Anyway clubbing also make u and ur frenz close together and
knew each other more. Talk crap and lotsa it will do it.
Attention- Well if ur a good clubber i mean REAL good clubber.
U can use all the array of beats and tempo and do some funky
moovy smoove dance. Thus , u will attract attention even by
those ang-mohs guys. Sorry "moshing" is not considered as
one of it=) Have fun,dance,groove and do those sea-walk
like there is no tomorrow.
Music- Hahak..talking bout RnB,HipHop,Rap,reggae and reggaeton,
also include in 80's and 90's Retro house beat and not to forget those
ears bleeding trance. Well its club music.....
Basically this is one of those few reason lah why people like
me do club once a while. Not everyday thou..u think me what??
Money loaded freak NSF ah?? Well people,open ur mind and do
find a club and club around.
M.O.S , DXO , ChinaBlack and Club MoMo.
All mature,no mats or bengs populated clubs=)
And lizzy just sold her PC. I wonder how i wana connect to her
thru MSN or internet when she has no PC of her owned rite now.
There is always the HandPhone and SMS...but w/o her on her PC
make me miss her more when im online and she's not.
Well going Gelang Patah,JB wif her tomorom to involved myself and
her in some wickedly dirtbike trailing. Gonna enjoy this long
weekend befor going back to camp. Btw Azri bila mau ambik
lesen Motor? Aku nye practical tinggal lagi 3 prac then to TP loh.
Signing Off
-Sir Azmi.
(Ur fren,ur member,ur lover and ur knight)
22nd January 2005
Just woke up frm my deep deep sleep.
Its 2pm now. Dunno what i did last nite till i slept
so long. Maybe i think too much.
Dreamt of her,a good one dat is.
Haish...wonder what she is thinking rite now.
Hope her feet is okay and will not worsen.
(Updated)
Well just met her tadi n haf dinner wif her during
her makan break.Dunno why lah,whenever i met her
felt so the positive. Well,i will change for the better.
I may haf say this a dozens of times. But yeah, i will
change for the better.
On my way home tadi, waited for my bus services 147
at Clark Quay there for like almost 40 min. I think there's
a breakdown or so cos the bus came and it wuz so crowded
like hell!!! What to do...kenalah squeeze in. Mcm zaman
BMT dulu where 30+ recruits squeeze dlm 3 Tonner utk gi
Range Ground. Haha..cant hardly breath....
Pass thru town, lil india. And mcm every Sunday nite,the place
so full of indians and bangladeshi. Not to forget those wonderful
smells. Get off at Serangoon Area and take another bus service.
Too crowded,cant breath,so the nice smells,sweaty indians and the
strong smell of spices also reek inside the bus. Hey,not becos i alight
the bus of this reason,i alight cos duduk sampai pantat sakit!!!
Haha....
Anyway just got home now. Maybe tomolo mit lizzy again after
my camp!! Hey my big brother came over wif his wife.
Hak,so bloody long tyme neber see him. Last tyme i saw him wuz
on the Hari Raya Aidilfitri. So the long. K lah,see ya,wana haf a
chat jap wif my big bro!!
Im a fighter,aint a lover.
But i would fight for my love.
-Sir Azmi Kay Ectorius.
19th January 2005
Wonder why the title for this blog is "Taknak for Sure?"
Well its because of what happened today. Kinda happy
but dalam hati berkata "Why should i take it rite now since
i have no more trust on them? This path will only lead me
to another circle of hatred and mistrust"
What the heck am i babbling about?????
After 3 damn bloody months after i sent in the job application
for Guardsmen,now then they call me and ask for Interview and
absorption as a regular into NS. They wuz like so Wat The Fuck!!!
Maybe they called in late for a reason....
Everything happens for a reason u noe...like how i got into ITE....
how i succumb into becoming a Storeman....
Last tyme im the very damn Patriotic about the Army and will
go Goo-Goo Gaa-Gaa when someone mention about combat thingy.
All change thou,when im a storeman. Being a storeman change my
perspective view of the army. Since i met alot of ppl frm other camp
and unit (we oso involved in something called "Export-Import" u noe)
and they mostly came frm Combat Unit, 1st Guards, 3rd Guards, 32nd
Commando Camp and the list go on....
They told me many stuff about the SAF and the way they handle the
organization. And these ppl dat told me were the elite,the veteran,those
who have serve more than 10yrs in SAF,the Master SGt,the WO..u name
it,u got it....talk to them like they were my long lost uncle...
They knew bout my problem bout joining the Guardsmen.
"Azmi,kau confirm nak masok? Fikir2 masak2 dulu....bukan senang
tau keje jadi regular especially bila dia org tgk kulit...."
Haiz..to cut the story short,what they said is mostly true.
Now after 3 months,they called me and ask me to come down for
the interview on this coming 24th at ARC centre.
Well..."Kirim salam je lah yeh...."
I be temporary happy as a storeman than 10 yrs of serving somthing
which doesnt suit to my perspective.
Still patriotic thou...hati mesti kena ada...jiwa negara pon kena ada
walaopon brape fuckup they are,u stil are a countrymen!!
Looking for another career i hope to pursuit in mind.
Challenging,thrilling,interesting,good prestige and something that
will challenge my body and mind... (jadi Storeman dah mcm challenge
my mind...but i want best of both!!)Well maybe some of u oreadi noe
what my next job of choice will be. (read previous posts then u noe)
Klao mati2 tak dpt disrupt and get that job...after ORD lah i apply
for it again. Pray hard.... =)
Friday is gonna be the day that i will mit my girl...
That day,i dun care what i just do miss her so.
I dun believe that anybody felt the way i do,
about my girl=)
Yep,my lizzy gona be back frm her 5 days camp bs0k.
Missing will make the heart grow fonder. Yep,this phrase is true
for sure. Gonna hug her so tite like i never hug any girl before...
Weeee..just thinking bout bs0k make me smile rite now on
my desktop.
When she's not around,felt so lifeless on the 1st 2 days....
Makan tak kenyang,minum tak habis,tido tak lena...
Haha...just kidding lah. Well being doing some serious running
as if there is a major Marathon coming soon.
Monday = run 10km ard my unit (alone)
Tuesday = Hit the gym ngan bdk2 camp ku...
Wednesday = run 10km again (alone)
Thursday = did nothing...at home blogging(dat is now....)
Friday = Well be smiling again....
Anyway gd thing, my CSM recommended me into the MSR MArathon
this coming March. MSR is only for 3SGT and above. Me? Well its
an exception i guess. Well at least there's something to die for
when im a storeman. Well think Happy Thoughts! Everything
happened for a reason=)
Signing out
-Sir Azmi (Knight in Rusty Armor + sweaty tired aching leg)
15th January 2006
I like this picture of me..Thanks to wini.
Aku curi dari blog dia...tak heran lah klau dia marah ke pe...
The number "88" will be the nude me...i mean new me=)
Well so how did i manage to come by wif my personal
number after all this years??
Thanks to Liz for suggesting it after i talk to her bout my
life feat with the the number "88" Now then i realised
it dah. My life seems to be circling around the number "88"
Number "88" came frm the idea of bus "88"
Being living and riding this bus services from Sec.1 till now.
Sec 1 to Sec 5 = naik bus 88 cause the bus stop near ma sch.
Then to ITE tamp. =Take bus 88 to Pasir Ris then take
another bus service 15.
During BMT in Tekong =Take bus 88 to PAsir Ris where
there's a free shuttle to the ferry terminal.
And now in NS at Nee Soon Camp oso take bus 88 to
Ang Mo kio then to another bus services number.
So u see...my life as a teenage has been revolving around
this bloody muthafuuku number. Number 88 that is....
Being riding with this bus service 88 and in the future
i be riding the number 88....
How??
Well gona have that number on my Scrambler bike just
like lizzy got her favourite "21" on her bike....
Oso 88 is like the chinese lucky number...ckit2 duit digit
ends wif 88... etc $8,$1888,$3888.
SUmore,on my teaory lah...since its like 2 circle going round
and round its sort of like wat goes around comes around.
To apply dat on this world i cld say,wat i do now may affect
something else. a'la wat goes around comes around!
errr...duhhhh..well its all in the karma!
Viva'la "88"
Btw went to MOS last nyte. Phew after all this time now
then manage to get in. Here's my comment for those who
wana Club at Ministry of Sound....
Mas0k before 10pm(ticketing very cheap by $10) ---->
get the chop then get out (lagu very lame dat tyme till....)
----->mas0k balik at 12am-1am (dats where the party begin)
Btw do mas0k on ThursdAy (its HipHop nite dawg)
For more info go melawat www.ministryofsound.com.sg
Met lizzy and had supper wif her before i went clubbing. If
only she never werk on weekend...i can have her all day long sia.
Gona mish u for this 5 days if she have to go to Kluang,malaysia.
Awwww.......kena sabar beb..sabar....
Spending time wif her brought alot of memory in sch.
Hak...who would have guess dat we r together after Graduation.
Gawd...no one...maybe theres one or two out of those thousand lah....
Anyway its so fortunate to have her. And this Knight in Rusty Armor,
Sir Azmi Ectorius,of the Square wooden Table pledge that whoever
harm her physically of emotionally would get a "whack" out of me!!
Geedit people?? Geddit!!! Respect bad karma yaw=)
(haha...even me..but how to whack myself??)
Hmmmm..gona try to finish this SSDC teory Assessment on my
damn lagging PC...bloody buthosss... K lah ppl...
Keep in touch eh idiots...semua senyap je lepas Graduation. Bleargh!!
-U noe me...Sir Azmi
Knight in Rusty Armor
10th January 2005
So ive decided that SCDF could be my future endeavour
and mayb my damn long term career. Since the day, the
Army has rejected ppl like me,patriotic yet ignored,i haf no
more trust with them.
Another way to serve the nation with Pride and Patriotic
reason is either the SCDF or SPF. Well SPF wld be totally
out of the question,cos me got tattoo and everything so
hard to get into the police force lah.
SCDF it is....wif its job prospect and muscle bound career,
i tink it wld be fitting for some hyperactive idiot like me.
Meet my S1 Branch just now,talking about this....
Then i called the SCDF Career Hotline for reaffirmation...
and now...i just send in my Job application form.
As i say..have to wait loh.....
Better be someone out rescue ppl and wipe all those fire
rather than be a storeman serving ppl like slave wif pen
and paper. I never be considered a soldier dat way.
My weekend turn out fine anyway. Thou its raining for
almost 3 days,till now,life has been great wif lizzy around.
So fortunate to have her. To have someone to hug wif
when ur cold,to hug wif when ur lonely and to talk wif,even
thou i talk craps most of the time.
Dat saturday,we met up late at nite,almost to midnite cos
she got other plan.ANyway lepak wif her pat Hougang
Plaza cos the nite suddenly rain. Nasib baik neber go
Mustafa Centre cos i plan to look for a digital wrist watch.
Mine gone bonker!!!
Danial wuz there,and since dah lama tak jumpa this
wacky idiotic lahabau brother of mine. Sit wif him and
talk bout our past. Guess Lizz noe abit more bout me when
Danial talk non-stop. Bloody hell...kalah kan aku. Dulu aku
yg berbual banyak..dah lama tak jumpa,dia plak yg control
the conversation....
Wel had late supper of Char Kway thingy and many2 drinks
then Lizzy went to have a free haircut after both of us paksa
si Danial suruh cut both our hair. He's a barber btw....
Thanks danial! God blast you....=)
Dats me and lizzy after the haircut.
Well my weekend is always good wif her around.
Wonder what to do this coming weekend.....
Jogging? Watch movie? Sit by the beach? Makan2?
Hmmmm...depends lah...Btw selamat Hari Raya Haji....=)
Signing Off
-Sir Azmi (Knight in Rusty Armor)
6th January 2006
Still thinking...am i in 2006 or 2005????
Reality bites! Its 2006 Azmi... Bloody hell...Wakeup!!
Its been almos 4 days since i last blog. Due to
malas nak mas0k net and time management due to
the annual Stock LRI check on my 6DSMB Unit.
For this last few days,was so stressed up like i never
being stress up before. Staying back,overtime,
count here and there for any discerperency or
shortage of item, and even haf haf a splitting
headache for a moment for this past few days.
Well handle ur stress up properly azmi. Mind
over body and think happy (always do that when im down)
It works actually......
LRI Stockcheck for 2005 is gone....now kena prepare for
2006 plak! Proper work management and standardized
everything i do frm now on will save my arse for
the next LRI. Not like the past NSF storeman,dat slacks
too much till this stockcheck must do so many things.
Well 359 days more to go to 2007. (sigh....)
Okay...Lizzy got her bike and im the 1st pillion on her
lil'blue Hype WR200. Look real cool and as expected
lizzy look cute wif dat helmet and her blue bike.
So honoured, to be the bloody 1st pillion on her 1st bike
on the 1st day she got it. So the damn cool............
Stil haf yet to get my January NSF payslip.
Hope i got the $100 Monentary money which means
got xtra duit for my expenditure this month.
Just hoping lah....nvr expect to get it....
(if by nxt month tak dpt gak..kena complaint to MINDEF)
Fuckup feelings after those incident.
Happy thoughts keeps me alive.
Saw her happy brought me closer to her.
Last nite,u talk sense out of me.
Appreciated that truly my dear.
"if i was the devil in disguise,i wld have never be this kind"
George R.R Martin (author of 'A Song Of Ice And Fire')
2nd-3rd January 2005
New Years Day...felt so sucky. Felt so fucking hate myself
for what i did toward her. Cant believe i was so self-centered
and selfish of not being there when i promised her i be there.
"Promised" seh.. i promised her....but i did not turn up.
How can one not be pissed???
I make her felt so bad,so upset and i hate to make her
felt that way. Everything is build on trust not just words
of trust but action too. That i learn alot,serioulsy alot!!!!!
A lesson learnt,nvr to take ur loved one for granted as
it spells trouble and i hate that.
Just read ur blog today Liz after 3 days nvr login.
No matter what,cos of u,ive learn things that other ppl
wil neber taught me.
(should have post this earlier)
Anyway just had lunch wif lizzy pat Thai Express.
Bloody gd satisfying food i wld say. Lizzy had this
Laksa sort of meal...Spicy,enriched wif Chicken meat
and tasty. Only drawback for me is too much Coconut Milk.
Me however had Thai style Mee Goreng. Look funny,funny
as in deliciously funny and the seasoning and everything
just fit nicely in my meal. Now..dats wat i called Mee Goreng!!
The best of all is the Fried Chicken set meal.
5pcs of spicy,chicken wing just right to munch down wif
those Thai chili sauce. Better than KFC lah shd say....
U guys shd try it u noe..Thai Express. Only knew of 2 outlet.
Esplanade (where we had) and at Citylink area.
She look so pretty today. So the cerah and really make me
smile although just flunk my prac 3.
Realised how good it wld be if i celebrate New Year wif her.
Well dat just past and ive to learn from it.
Okay back to today,seriously enjoy today's meal
and the key ingredient of all is ;Being wif Her =)
Lizzy gonna get Hype tomorow Morning.
Anxious too cos gona see her ride Hype.
As long as she is happy,i wld be too. Just
love the way to share happiness wif my loved one.
And me?? .....well i take the Public Transport.
Ur Knight in Rusty Armor. (Need oiling i tink)
-Sir Azmi-
