{Thursday, January 19, 2006.Project TaknAK for SuRe!!!}
19th January 2005
Wonder why the title for this blog is "Taknak for Sure?" Well its because of what happened today. Kinda happy but dalam hati berkata "Why should i take it rite now since i have no more trust on them? This path will only lead me to another circle of hatred and mistrust" What the heck am i babbling about?????
After 3 damn bloody months after i sent in the job application for Guardsmen,now then they call me and ask for Interview and absorption as a regular into NS. They wuz like so Wat The Fuck!!! Maybe they called in late for a reason.... Everything happens for a reason u noe...like how i got into ITE.... how i succumb into becoming a Storeman.... Last tyme im the very damn Patriotic about the Army and will go Goo-Goo Gaa-Gaa when someone mention about combat thingy. All change thou,when im a storeman. Being a storeman change my perspective view of the army. Since i met alot of ppl frm other camp and unit (we oso involved in something called "Export-Import" u noe) and they mostly came frm Combat Unit, 1st Guards, 3rd Guards, 32nd Commando Camp and the list go on.... They told me many stuff about the SAF and the way they handle the organization. And these ppl dat told me were the elite,the veteran,those who have serve more than 10yrs in SAF,the Master SGt,the WO..u name it,u got it....talk to them like they were my long lost uncle...
They knew bout my problem bout joining the Guardsmen. "Azmi,kau confirm nak masok? Fikir2 masak2 dulu....bukan senang tau keje jadi regular especially bila dia org tgk kulit...." Haiz..to cut the story short,what they said is mostly true. Now after 3 months,they called me and ask me to come down for the interview on this coming 24th at ARC centre. Well..."Kirim salam je lah yeh...." I be temporary happy as a storeman than 10 yrs of serving somthing which doesnt suit to my perspective. Still patriotic thou...hati mesti kena ada...jiwa negara pon kena ada walaopon brape fuckup they are,u stil are a countrymen!!
Looking for another career i hope to pursuit in mind. Challenging,thrilling,interesting,good prestige and something that will challenge my body and mind... (jadi Storeman dah mcm challenge my mind...but i want best of both!!)Well maybe some of u oreadi noe what my next job of choice will be. (read previous posts then u noe) Klao mati2 tak dpt disrupt and get that job...after ORD lah i apply for it again. Pray hard.... =)
Friday is gonna be the day that i will mit my girl... That day,i dun care what i just do miss her so. I dun believe that anybody felt the way i do, about my girl=) Yep,my lizzy gona be back frm her 5 days camp bs0k. Missing will make the heart grow fonder. Yep,this phrase is true for sure. Gonna hug her so tite like i never hug any girl before... Weeee..just thinking bout bs0k make me smile rite now on my desktop. When she's not around,felt so lifeless on the 1st 2 days.... Makan tak kenyang,minum tak habis,tido tak lena... Haha...just kidding lah. Well being doing some serious running as if there is a major Marathon coming soon. Monday = run 10km ard my unit (alone) Tuesday = Hit the gym ngan bdk2 camp ku... Wednesday = run 10km again (alone) Thursday = did nothing...at home blogging(dat is now....) Friday = Well be smiling again....
Anyway gd thing, my CSM recommended me into the MSR MArathon this coming March. MSR is only for 3SGT and above. Me? Well its an exception i guess. Well at least there's something to die for when im a storeman. Well think Happy Thoughts! Everything happened for a reason=)
Signing out -Sir Azmi (Knight in Rusty Armor + sweaty tired aching leg)