Rafiee blog inspired me so much to write this post. Yeah sometimes friends do come and go. But hey to keep a good frens it all lies in the effort to do so. Since our graduation, its hard to keep in touch wif some of my classmates. Some due to having a busy schedule, working, serVing Ns, schooling and others, adapting to other new groups of frens. Its sad to say but things are always meant to be this way. Even if u make the effort to ask them out, its sumtimes the reply we will get that is so "turn-off". It need both party to really say yes and the effort to meet up then everyting is possible. Cmon, fie, dun be so sad aite buddy. I do feel ur sorrow dude. Ppl come and go...frens come and go. And there is only a small portion of frenz left to be by ur aid.
Having members like Azri, Adi and anep makes me proud to haf them. Thou we never met everyweek but now and then we always tanya khabar of how each other is doing. Planning to hangout together like the good ol'days where we lepak and torn at Mus nye umah or just plain slacking pat down town. Now dat is frenship. Hak...sad to say some ppl just go plain missing..mcm MIA. Tak dgr khabar tak ape.... So the Sad eh.
Well Fie, u can hangout wif us anytime if we manage to find time. Usually after Payday=) Keep in touch bro. Keep on smiling. Its good to have a fren, but its always better to have a smiling fren.
Cheerio Peepz. Signing Out -Sir Azmi
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{Wednesday, February 22, 2006.Project Short}
22nd February 2006
This week no rugby loh.. So sad. Not because of Rugby training cancel but becos my Course are clashing wif my Rugby Schedule. Monday to Wednesday got this bloody Enterprise System Course, dats wat those bloody G3 Army called it. Sort of a course where u hands-on the new Operating system for us Storeman and technician to get used at. My gawd...i was just getting pro at the presently used OS and now they bloody wana change it. Fuckup Army System. Well fuck army lah but stil im werking for them rite now...... Geez...if only got choices kan..... (well fat hope lah Azmi)
Anyway just got home tadi from Macritchie Reservoir after doing some serious running. Long tyme never did some real sprinting from 1 end to 1 end of macritchie. 7km rite? Rite!! Dats the bloody distance of the pathment i took. The last tyme i did some serious running is during my MSR Marathon and dat was like last month. Rugby training yg presently plak not much fitness...(or mayb it is just dat i just cant feel the tiredness)...... Well yah...back to just now,after my run down at the reservoir went and take a breather at the long bridge. Stil wondering whats the name. Thou its oreadi 730 when i finish my run and miss the sunset, the sight up on those bridge is still very satisfying. Purple Reddish cloud. Dats a beautiful tone color. Wind blowing, sweat run dry on my PT kit and thinking positive thought of how it mite be if she wuz here beside me....
Oh well. Btw did i tell u i ran wif my backpack (filled wif boots,my smart 4 attire and CV attire..dats wuz like 4kg of weight down on my back) in the almost pitch dark of the reservoir. The inside there no light till i reach the highway at Lornie Road. Dats why i sprint like nobody's business when running in that rural forested area. Phew dat was a gd run....Anyone up for it this weekend?? Dun tink so....
3 more Practical to go n i be enjoying my life booking for my TP. Although 3 prac seems a little, the part yg nak book TP tu lama. If not for her, i wouldnt be motivated to finish my license fast fast. Thanks honey=) K lah...2 more days then weekend. Wana haf an early nite now. kaki aching after dah lama tak lari. Peace Ouch People!!
Do we considered people that did things that others do not dare to do "Crazy"?? -Well yeah..for me=) -Sir Azmi ...bbzzzztttt... *
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{Thursday, February 16, 2006.Project Today}
16th February 2005
Be a long blog for today...dah lama tak blog..... Wanted to blog up yesterday but wuz too tired after i got home at around 2245hrs lidat. Wednesday wuz one of those unexpected lucky days and im really grateful bout it cos i have bloody passed my Practical 5 Circuit Assessment. Phew...after 2 try....at last....pass gak on this 3rd try. It may nvr meant alot to others but i always got this satisfaction everytime i passed some bloody test and the Circuit Test come under this. 3 more Practical to TP loh..... Why wait for ORD when you can get TP.....(errr...wat the heck)
This past two days went thru CDT Course (Chemical Defence Training Phase 2) and this wat make me so tired and shagged. Thanks to my passing on Prac 5 and aliza cookie, im now back into action wif all the energy to last long enuff to blog my shit up. So wats the benefit of doing CDT and the importance aspect of doing this? Well we bloody NSF get to know 1st hand experienced on how to defend ourself when chemical warfare breakout, know all the equipment and inventory list that we be using and even condition ourself to their IPE suit.Sort of like HAZMAT suit lidat where u r covered from head to toe plus ur cutety gas mask.
Of all the things in this course what i like is the IPE suit Drill.... Do exercise iin that bloody hot suit wif all ur gears on... FuuuYohhhh..kiwek....happening giler.....make me more interested into signing on the SCDF after my ORD.... Got this one time where u have to exposed to the CS gas.... oso known as a mini-tear gas and speak out ur IC, rank and name and this part wuz the most funniest of all. All those funny wana cry-look face all come out from my other buddies. Well how goes mine.... 1st....after opening my mask...felt nothing then say my IC.... S84114..2.....2....and before i can finish my IC number the gas in the atmosphere hit my mouth,face,eyes like hot curry spices thrown directly into ur eyes mcm EyeMo. Punyalah panas and perik till tears and mucus came out. Well my mucus not as bad as the other people...mind u.... Complete my IC ,rank and name...and straight away i walk briefly towards the exit of the gas chamber,still wif teary eyes. Worst still,when ur exposed more to oxygen,u got this slight of choking and coughing feeling cos the CS gas particles still attached to ur face and mouth. Well shiok feelings lah dats all i cld say. Wat an experienced sia...phew..if only everyday like this i dun mind doing it till my ORD.=)
Lets go to another thing.... well just sold my XBox console last week...hhmmm yeah. Being a week since im left without any musical players of my owned. My Xbox has always being my CD player,my DVD player, my VCD player next is my PC. But i hardly used it cos i dun have any MP3 or MP4 player so its quite useless lah in term of portable musical thing. I hardly even have a radio in my room. My cd player dah lama spoilt and so is my radio. The only time i be exposed to music is when im in camp listening to Power98 and Perfect10 or going clubbing. Kesian eh si matrep ni takde alat music=) Then thinking of buying those Sony Ericsson EarPiece wif a radio FM/AM built in. At least i hafsomething to listen to when im taking the public transport.
But then, there is this Electronic Sales just for NSF and Army peepz down at Harbour Front S.C Level 3 selling all those shit at 90% offer. Can u believe it... MP3 selling at $20-$60 and CD player at $10-30. Hard to believe. Well goin down there tomorrow after my Army Rugby training which ends at 11. Wanted to ask honey along, but she werking at 12pm bs0k. Well going alone and gona get sumting even thou i haf to sacrifice some of my SSDC side money. Tomorow be a chilling relaxin day. Pagi Rugby...noon go buy my shit....afternoon my RTT test then jumpa and fetch honey back from werk. No camp...weee....
Think this is long enuff???? Dunnoe lah. Anyway last few paragraph ,for those interested to be a working party for the oncoming Standard Chartered Rugby 7's on this 22nd and 223r April to sent me ur email to me at respect_badkarma@yahoo.com i will forward u the application list. Once A rugger always a rugger. Peace Ouch.
(To my lizzy Dear, get well soon k. Once ur kaki and pinggang is working all fine i wana spend some really good times wif u. Wana go blading wif u. Its been a year where we wanted to go blading together or in group but sumting always crop up. Now we r in this r'ship i wana do this wit u even more. U noe me,i like to sweat my arse out in my hyperactive schedule. Well,wif u around its even more enjoyable. Muackss...get well soon and be strong )
Signing Out and In and Out, -Sir Azmi (Ur knight in Rusty Armor)
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{Monday, February 06, 2006.Project WhatamI tinking}
6th February 2006
I was goin to update something for this past 2 days. But good times and tiring days make me forget to do it. So let me try to catch my breath after believing dat its oreadi being 2 months together. Wat u mean by 2 months??? Well 2 months of learning how to be a better and lovable person and being a good listener is always the key to be in a relationship. Seriously i do learn a lot. Okay,to cut it short....this is a short msg but cld be pretty emo to some ppl out there. So if u hate to see my emo part pls leave this blog Right Now
Here goes...i did this just now in camp when im bored. U noe..sometimes when ur bored,ur crazy mind wld be activated and all those creativity u thought u never have, comes to life.... Well here it is.. dedicated to my dear lizzy...
My heart haf been stolen by an Angel that fell from the heavens above and into my arms..The void within my heart has now been filled by her passion. I am now almoz complete as she was the missing piece of my life that I have longing for. With her in my life,happiness, joy and cheerish each other are no more mere illusions of the heart..they are made real by the tender touch of her hands, the calmness in her eyes, the warmth of her smile and the joy in her laughter..these things make me happy in my life and i would be just an empty shell without them..
Our meeting may be by chance in sch but our love is by fate.. how can i not love anyone so kind and endearing especially when u taught me stuff i didnt noe. My bad side..my bad attitude..my bad grammar. Ur the one and only gf i ever had that pin point my mistake. She is truly a thief that has stolen my precious heart..but in return i want you to be happy being wif the crazy me. I pray that our r'ship can only grow stronger and that we will get through any obstacles in our path to happiness.. She is truly the one i have been waitng for all my life..my fear of never finding someone i adore and love had come to an end because of her..i thank God each day that i got her..and i thank God each day for letting me being wif her.. I know that i am not the first to be let into her heart.. but i pray to God that i will be the Last...
They say love is just an illusion, but how can an illusion feel so real..it was made real the day i dated Aliza Bte Amran and talk wif u by the beach..the star that leads me home in the darkness..the one who comforts me in my sorrows and boredom of army life and sadness dat i experienced now n then. Ur the one who gives me strength, hope and inspiration.. My dear lizzy, you truly are a blessed Angel that has fallen from the heavens and into my arms...
Love is blind...but its all worth it. -Signing Off Sir Azmi (Ur Knight in Rusty Armor)