Ive been thinking alot and really alot thou. I just hate it when i think too much; give me wild ideas and stuff u noe. BUt to come on term of it, it sumhow make our relationship better. Well, ok, not just being thinking bout us je. I oso do keep check and think much in general stuffs. Its alot if i have to list it all down here. But the point is, thinking make me feels alive thou i dun quite like it when a question stress me out. Excercise my mind i guess.....im adaptable afterall...am i??
A year has passed, 12 more months to ORD oh.... 12 more months before i REALLY get to earn a decent pay cheque. 12 more months to signing on again wif the Home Team, CD. 12 more months to freedom... 12 more months and people wont label me as a storemando. 12 more months to Serve and FuckOff.. (SAF) ....and exactly 25 more days to my TP. Phew....
Anyway best wishes to my buddy Iskander for passing his Class 2B license and yeah..another fren into the world of DirtBiking. Boys just like it dirty...hehe. Bila lah nak aku nye turn. Btw sumting smells here........really.........no kidding........ (guess its my feet ah...ahak)
So how im currently doing now??? Well, am waiting for Rugby Premier Club Season to come. So can play for the UnderDog Lion Reds. Hanging out wif my lizzy and trying to get in touch wif some of my ol frens. Doesnt matter if ur from ITE, secondary sch of mine or my budak2 lepak,just wana get in touch and dun wana drift away. To Cut it short,my life is good. Above the average joe nye life thou im just ur average joe (LoL) Enjoy and appreciate every moment of my breath. Hehe. Happy Thoughts u noe.... SMile and Cheerio k peepz. Gua dah nak mas0k tido.....ZZZZZzzzzzZZZZZ (-,-)
Signing Off -Sir Azmi- Knights in Rusty Armor (Org kata rusty to rusty lah...aiyoh....)
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{Monday, April 17, 2006.Project Birthday??!?}
17th April 2006
Well my birthday just passed yesterday for those who didnt noe. Well i dun tink many ppl will noe. Well i dun mind actually. Only the regular birthday msg i received from a couple of frenz everytyme on my bday and nvr really felt like a Bday boy. Oh well, my 22nd Birthday celebration (not quite a celebration, just having each other companionship is gd enuff) wif my liz make me felt a whole lot better and felt betol2 mcm BDayBoi dat nite. Those letter was sweet and the gift were much appreciated.
U took those few and couples and littlest minute in ur life and dedicated those minutes to do dat gift for me. Ur love and effort that counts when u give me that gift. Even if we r not a couple but just fren, i still love and treasure those bday gift. (Cos u noe why kan....i hardly..well not even one lah..) Thus, anyting u give me, small, big, physically, emotionally, cheap, expensive....i received it wif all hearts. Muacksss...thanks dear for spending tyme wif me and thks again for the gifts. 1 more kiss k... MUuuUUaaaaCCCcccKKKkkkssss.. (amik kau...haha)
Well anotherbday gift which i got myself prior 1 day b4 my birthday, dat is on the 15th,i manage to scrap thru all those hectic and troublesome bike practicals and manage to book for ma test. Yep, at last Traffic Police Test for my Class 2B loh.... Weeeeee!!! After 4 bleedy months.... at last TP loh... Wish me luck or bad luck or watever luck on the 18th May K.
Yep, 2 good gifts for my birthday. My darling and my TP. Phew...wat a life and i thank god for everything even thou i sumtimes disobey him up there. Im growing into an adult now. A working adult soon after ORD. I will not forget my wild teenage years but my times for dat has oreadi past. (well once a while i tend to get crazy again...hehe) KLau tak,i wont be a very interesting person kan.. Still,ive yet and still maturing. Now,ive just haf to enjoy my craziness to the fullest and my wild thinking to the extreme. Nanti dah tua...mana lah bleh buat ni semua kan. K lah,nak cari gaduh pat IRC. Long tyme tak maki org2 pat sana. Long tyme tak kena banned. Weeeee...F---ing IRC. They Su-k. (LoL ok..im getting out of hand here...) (wat hand?? no hand...use feet....muahahahahahahaaa) (Smelly feet??) (Ur head lah azmi.....)
-------*SHutting Down*------- (yah yah...watever)
Signing off -Sir Azmi. (mcm biasa gak..armor tetap Rusty)
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{Thursday, April 06, 2006.Project SeVen's}
6th April 2006
Somehow,somewhere,someway everyting good happen to me very very late. MAybe or just MAYBE my guardian angel just like to test my patience and see how well i get on wif it. I met her and get into relationship wif her so late. (should haf did it in sch if i knew i really love her as i do now) My brother get along late wif me in my life.... I apply for Army Regular in Guards and at last it came..LATE... (4 months after apply then come..i reject it thou) Now....another good thing that happen late. A month after i apply as a working crew for the upcoming IRB Rugby Seven's,now then came. 3 days before opening event day.
Kinda late thou. But then im so looking forward for everyyear rugby 7's and working wif the organization. Free stuff,free food, free show...i mean free view of the event and oso meet and interact wif many ppl while working. Well,i accept the invitation lah. Takkan tak kan... Working hours wuz like 12hrs each day. SIan but worth the time. Gonna try scrap n sell my Practical Booking. Gonna miss my lizzy so much and cant spend much time wif her this weekend.Sayang, hope u understand k. I noe u always say we hardly spent alot of times together. Klau jumpa pon,jumpa brape jam je. Very short timespan seh. I noe my dear, i noe. I miss u too. I be meeting u when oppurnity arise. Friday that is. Gonna take half-day off on friday,then once after the Rugby 7's briefing i chop chop rush down to mit u.
Anyway,looking forward for team South-Africa to win again this year. Hehe. K lah,wana go bath now. Just came back frm camp gak nie.
Signing Off -Sir Azmi (Love u lizzy..u be my princess okie...Muackks)
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{Saturday, April 01, 2006.Project Vendetta}
1st April 2005
I am afraid.... Afraid of what has to come... Afraid of what the goverment will mould us into.... Afraid the mindset of our citizen all rooted to money, money money... Afraid of what the future holds for our country...
Thanks the goverment for the high-living standard in Singapore. And thanks to this "Progress Package" they gave us as thou it is like "the saviour" when we are in need. But to think again...we are so happy when we got this amount of money and wif this money....we tend to be more self-fish and self indulge ourself in things that only benefit us. I dun blame u or us for being like this. Its all the effect for the cost of living standard down here. Even a mere $2 can make a big difference in Singapore. Cost and Effect. Everything down here needs money. Take bus need money, go makan need money, pakai handphone use money, even when im using the net rite now the money-clock is ticking. Haiz....tell me...what thing in the world never need money?? (well the air is free....)
As i have said before in someones blog.... Money aint everything,but everything needs money. Its kinda sucks when we noe its the fact and the real McCoy of SIngapore.1 of the 7 Sin. = Greed. Dat is what im realy afraid of what happen to thiscountry im living in. Money does affect everyone ey... well cld say moneyis the root of all civilization.....
All i could do is sit down, look at the sky, enjoy the fresh air and every momentof breath i take and thank god that greed has yet to consume me...and nvr will.Thanks to my parents, i restrict myself from borrowing money and willing tostarve till payday and will only makan during cookhouse lunchbreak in camp. Im willing to do all that if i cld save my money and stay a happy man.My dearest aliza, i appreciate that u sumtimes treat me makan and wuz therewhen im penniless. But the thoughts of using my gf money is no good.I wana enjoy ur companionship and be wif u,dat is all i want.Now u understand why i dun wana go spend so much outside and always fickleminded when u wana treat me. Even if u successfully treat me, i always go forsomething cheap.
Thanks the army for teaching me how to be money-savvy wif a mere $350.Everytime i wana go fast-food, i always think twice and at last i end up buyingsome $2 burger or any other offer which in my case aint so stomach-filled.Spending on entertainment is my traits cos without them i be all bored, sulky, not-interesting fella. Clubbing, movie outing, go sentosa always cheered me upand give me the vibes to enjoy life. But then considering all that, it requires money.This part must say thank you again to the Singapore Govt for making theliving standard down here so high. (In a sarcastic thank you)
-Now thats the Negativity of Living here- (Here the Positive part....i stole most of the points from a pahmplet) ....Ignore the sentence in the bracket and it may sound good.
-Singapore good and safe country. No Terrorist attack (..yet) -Singapore has a many good marketing and investment company. (HAH!) -Voted as 1 of the best entertainment scene by many media.(include Hp porn vid?) -Has the best telecommunication the world has to offer. (..and best high Hp bill also) -Good customer Service. (Only apply to ppl who has the money) -Multi-cultural country. (Mandarin Speaking is a must. As seen on Job Class-Ad) And here the best part.... -All of Singapore citizens are combat trained during War time. (Yeah rite...the storeman,the technician, the clerk...all combat trained meh?)
K lah. Wana end here all now. Till then. Hear me out in my future post. Peace Ouch.
-Sir Azmi (Knight In Shining Armor) P.S To my Aliza dearest.... At long last i have someone to love wif beside my parents and siblings. Being wif u bring a whole lot new meaning to the the word "Love". Its been ages since i love a girl. Now i have one, u complete me my dear. Im so fortunate to have u. Life woudnt be this good if u have no one to love. In wartime or peacetime....i be there for u. (Wow...wartime? peacetime?) Hehe...Anyway to my dear. I love u honey and it gonna stay that way. Muacckkkssss..... -End Transmission-