4th June 2006
Yep okay got my bike at last. After a few negotiate here and there.
Spot some mistake here and there of the bike. Manage to get it at
a price of $2K including insurance all. Well the bad part about the
bike is....bad outlook...rear tayar botak...and rear brake haus.
Dangerous cld say if i play the bike on a wet road. Till then gona fork
out abit of $$$$ on the brake 1st.
Next month the tyre.
next next month then the outlook.
Then on the August gona sent for servicing.
Since i gotta my bike. STill on a part-time job hunt. Did go
for some interview on a this bartender job and a bouncer position
at this some ulu club. Yep...u heard me rite...Bouncer.
Prefer werking this kind of field cos of the suitable working hours.
10pm till 3am. Cool eh...it be even cooler if i manage to get it..
Haiz...till then. If all else failed...gona apply for a fast-food
delivery job.
Welll...geeezzzz... its been 6 mths oreadi and im stil in love wif her.
Even thou lately we haf a sort of abit communication breakdown
where she didnt specifically say things-things and expect me to
understand her things-things,i try to give in more and understand
her. I just need her patience. Am in the verge of understanding
humanity lagipon. I dun truly understand human behavioural pattern
but i do understand common senses and physical-mind damage prone.
In layman's term....
Do wat not dat harm ur mind physically and mentally.
Physically damage is temporary.....
Mental damage is permanent and dats why i hate being a storeman.
Well happy thoughts....happy thoughts....11 more months to ORD.
Yep..being wif her bring out the human in me. Am not truly human
thou. As in behaviour. I still have a long way to learn and the aspect
of everything when it comes to communicate 1-on-1 wif another human.
"I may excel in one..but bad in many"
Dats a phrase i used to tell myself to keep me in check dat im
NOT PERFECT! (nobodys perfect anyway...bleargh)
I wonder how she think of me after knowing me more....
I am a bimbo i think....
I am slow that i noe....
but still all i need is patience. No need to end everyword wif a "!!!!"
if u noe wat i mean.
Hazardous Paragraph....
Haiz....11 more months till ORD then i can get a decent pay.
FUCKING National Services. WOrk like a FUCKING
bloody pukimak slave and earn wif so little pay. Yah thanks
the green uniform for making us look good in public. But deep
inside ,NS is a total waste of time and drag our humanity
down the slum. Its true wat my past fren says...the army
make u become mindless, brainless fucker that only follow
orders. Our freewill and iniative isnt there anymore to work
for us. Hak....ifgiven a choices of being a Mat-rep and a fucker
NS-man i prefer being the mat-rep.
Make me tink better. Complaint...complaint....but i just cant
help it but to post it down in here.
To release my frustration....
To release my stress....
To release and let ppl noe wat i tink.
FUCKING fuck NS thing. Even the Bangra work and earn more
than us. Fuck... It ends now.. Dot Dot and Fuck.
Signing Off
-Sir Azmi,Knight in Rusty Armor.
Bleargh....
