Blog-ma-ass Rite now

2010-10-10T22:38:00.000-07:00

U WILL REMEMBER MY BLOG!!!
Uploading Character and hero list....Complete.

Name: Md Azmi.J (aka Jack,Pochong,Panjang,Frickem)
Age: 25 and Growing.
Currently Fragging and doing this shit
-I wana passed my License Class 2 before my nxt Birthday!!!
-Riding Dirt XR440 and im happy wif it.
-Exploring Singapore with My gilera and im happy oso!
-Werking in Da Goverment SCDF =)
-WHat goes around,come around.....life's like dat!!

Project Exodus

2009-10-15T05:31:00.000-07:00

15th October 2009

Ages it has been...yesh its been 3 years since i last updated this bugger
piece of HTMLwe called Blogspot...or Blogging or watever u people in
another l nd called it. Updates updates... Yah like as if the whole Singapore
gona read it anyway rite.

Well as spoken on top...its been bloody 3 years. Aint gonna post and
summarise all those thang dat happen all in a singular post rite??
Well i just speak wat need to be spoken k..
Yesh im in da SCDF.... yesh i owned 2 bikes... yesh im stil getting a
Silver for my IPPT.. Yesh i ride almost twice a week wif my
XR440 (bigBore Beb)... Yesh im a mommy's boy
Yesh i earn 2k almost every mth but still i gotta pay fer a lot of stuff.
For those owas keep saying "Wah... u regular what.. got more $$$"
Well u try put urself in my shoe and see how its like.
Support Family, pay bills, pay some of the house utilities bills and food.
Yesh i spent most of my money onFood. Anyway wait til ur in the
working world then u noe that More money
equals more responsibilities. And lastly where most people
owas ask me..... Yesh im Single but not looking at the moment!
I wana enjoy DirtBike and i wana
Compete in some upcoming races..... dat if God Willing ryte?

Well i keep on posting and people (whoever stil in touch wif my blog)
do keepa lookout fer more updates. Fuck Shit and Fuck the world!
Azmi say Wiki wiki wiki!!

Signing Out-
Ur Uper Duper Friendly NeighbourHood FireMan
Sir Ectorius Frickem (Azmi)

Project "Welcome Back Frick"

2006-12-12T03:59:00.000-08:00

12th December 2006

Was updating just now when suddenly my computer hang.
KInda long post and now when i wanted to write back again,
i tink to myself "leceh nye nak write balik"
Even when i used the Recover Post option, it stil aint werking!
Damn kena re-type every fuck shit stuff i put just now.

Well im clearing my leave now for 2006!!
Bye2 2006, Hello 2007!!!! A brand new year awaits me!
A brand new life at the end of the tunnel.
A brand new forge freedom dat only happen once!!
Hell yeah ORD oh!!!! 4 more mths and im gona be free!
Since im clearing my leave, im now in the service a a rider
for a Pizza company called Canadian Pizza! Haha. Almost a month
ive work there. 3 weeks actually but still, im kind alike this job man.
I can earn more than my Army pay sometimes!.

Since im clearin my leave now, my strength and time is now at
the service of Canadian Pizza as A rider! Phew. Great job, tiring day
but good pay=) Just now i was the only rider available for the day till 3pm.
11am-3pm and ive got around 13 docket sia.
(P.S Docket is another term for the delivery to the customer made)
So per docket is like 50Cents. 13 dockets = $6.50. Haha...earn $6.50 just like
dat sia.

Project When i was a LCP....

2006-10-08T02:19:00.000-07:00

8th October 2006

I usually like to start my post with "life is...bla bla bla"
Anyway its october oreadi. So fast for some people but
yet so slow for me. Haiz....6 more months and still mcm
very slow. Frankly speaking, this fasting month ive been
slacking to much lah.
Either slacking at home watch tv or at werk doing my job
macm "nak-tak-nak" But then die die must do kan.
My LRI stocktaking pon coming up. Haha...major facelift at my
store and camp and dats why im very the busy buat keje sian!!

Currently Rugby season dah habis cos puasa coming for me.
And oso doing things and stuff to my bike.
Bike dah lost power ckit.. (due to my pipe and belly.....)
Bike dah rattle ckit.. (due to my piston and piston ring....)
Bike signal light pon dah outz... (due to my wiring loh...)
Bike brake pon dah haus.... (due to brake..Duuuhhhh)
Yep above is the list i needed to do be4 my inspection check.
Life with bike is easy cos can go anywhere where bus cannot go...
and on the other hand life is bike is hard. Duit minyak, duit maintenance.
Oh well just got to lived with that till time permits where i can get
a decent pay job.
$390 pon klau Bangladesh work pon mengamok siak.

OsO me and my aliza are doing good.
I dun wana argue more and more with her. Wait i freak out.
Anyway, i realised that she's been there for me all this while
and i didnt appreaciate it. Im just bad sia. SO im gotta cut that away
and try think positive. Negative is bad... it affects me and her big time loh.

Yeah..anyway just like i say... long time nvr go beach swimming.....
Hehe... Till then slamat berpuasa to all muslims and u bleedy sure
u fast. If not tak boleh celebrate raya. Haha...

Project PAO

2006-09-28T08:54:00.000-07:00

28th September 2006

Pssssssttt.. Psssssttt... 6 more mths to ORD oh!!!
Bila budak budak2 yang baru mas0k nak ORD?
OH well, ive seen the light and can almozt smell the
fresh air now.

Oh well tu je. Bye!!! Till then. PEace Ouch!!
And burnt down all goverment building.
(Not trying to promote Rebelious act here. Trying to
Promote "release ur anger management class")

P.S Ape benda tu ah P.S.. Serious serious...tell me!!

Project IMF

2006-09-03T05:23:00.000-07:00

2nd September 2006

1 thing im happy bout this week is dat, haha Joachim G.
is out of Singapore Idol. Haha. Dun worry Joe. No one will
remember you. Oh well, dats kinda sarcastic remark!
Who cares....his time is way long overdue.

Got another major event coming up soon in Singapore.
Event dat doesnt get on to my interest or watsoever but wuz
somehow being pointed out by my RSM, to be sort of the
security forces during the IMF meeting.
Yah yah...carry SAR 21 (i hope so...) walking around, looking
for some suspicious character during the event and to hold
up the security of Singapore.
Well...theres pride and honour in doing so.
The only IRONIC part dat i cant accept is dat, of all the
27 name being picked frm my unit, im the only Storeman.
Yah yah...haha IRONIC rite! Bloody PES A storeman.
Wat has the world gone to......
Think Positive Azmi....Positive.

LRI coming soon and my dayjob is getting hectic and hectic.
Hardly got the time to spend wif my love one and think far.
Well dat is for now. As i say, nak blog pon kena think manyak2 and
my mind now is kinda stress-out. Phew....
(Enjoy Life Azmi...)

Signing Out-
Sir Azmi Ectorius.
To Aliza....
I love u switty bun... Muackkss....

Project 7 Fingers...

2006-08-19T18:57:00.000-07:00

20th August 2006

7 more months till my big day oh.
Oh..oh...oh...ORD!! Yeah yeah,wat is der to be so
happy about. Many i wld say...Many!
My freedom, my knowledge, my will and my spirit.

By the way, ive read Rafiee blog. Yeah i totally agree.
SINGAPORE MUST BE ONE DEAF MUTHA-FRAKKER
Mathilda wuz one of the best singer. Even Dick and Ken wld
agree wif me. Too bad, its the ppl votes dat count. And the
ppl shucks big time. Do they even know wat singing is???
U guys vote Joachim??? Freak him man.
No voice, pathetic looks, typical steroetype cina-bukit nye
pakaian. Rambut so typical one oso.
One thing is...he cant sing...nor dance. Just hate dat
pathetic face.....eerrrghhhh..
If he turn out to be in the FINAL 3, it spell DISASTER.
Again..dun vote based on looks. So shallow one for those
peepz who voted Joachim. Retard dat is for sure....

Being to trailing last weekend. Wif my deary and some
dirt frenz. Did mighty fine and just had a minor fall doin
a tableTop (mcm biasa gak)
My switty stil mustering up her courage to go offroad.
Learn slowly k syg. Slow an steady tau. Hope i cld
motivate u tau. Just hope i cld do sumting.
And so sorry tau sayang if i ride haphazardly on road
or offroad. Im just aggresive and daredevil in nature.
Love u still..... Muackssss....

Last Saturday went for my Lion reds Rugby match.
Wuz in the reserve list loh cos last training nvr come.
Too bad for me. Anyway the happy thing is dat, my team
won again against Blacks RFC. Haha...Not a trash but a
PRETTY GD SCORE!! Phew..as long as out team won, i
dun mind sitting by the sideline or become a waterboy.
Hyuk hyuk...was fun thou.

So wats my upcoming plan??
Watch Singapore Idol and hope Joachim wil be out ASAP.
then Paul Twohill. My vote will certainly go to Hady Mirza.
Then watch Dance Floor, another reality show mcm S.I
and learn some , do some and scratch the flo'r some as in
Dance Floor. (haha..yah rite)
And wait for ORD of course!!! Hahak
Till then SPF or SCDF or Poly blaja....Hmmmmmm

Entry Closed----
20-08-06
By Sir Azmi Ectorius.
---902.32.161.8910-Delta-V-300---

Project Love??

2006-08-02T09:28:00.000-07:00

3rd August 2006

Wad is Life? Exactly wat is Life?
A simple question yet can lead to a horizon of infinity
answers. No one knew the answer to it yet many knew
question about it. Life is like a new bought book. U never
know wat will be in the next page or the next chapter to it.
U never know wat and how the story gona unfold thou its
just within ur grip. Complication, mystery, weird (for me...)
and even suspense. Life is just so full of everything.
Life is just like a book. U just gona haf patience and read it til
the end of the chapter. Till then read more, understand more.
God love and Happy thoughts....

Anyways,its been ages since i updated my greeny bolg nie.
Why? Well just plain lazy and hardly find the time to login loh.
Well now is the time loh (after being paksa by my lizzy...)
Being busy with my bloody ARMY. Gona haf my major Stockcheck
LRI this coming October n now we all dah siap2. Stress and time
sacrifice is a must....Haiz. Ni lah ARMY.. Bodoh punya organization.
The good thing about the ARMY is im particpating in the NDP.
U noe the 2006? Well my contingent CSS (COmbat Support Service)
form the number "6" in 2006. Cool eh?
Wats more cool is we be the 1st batch to wear the new army combat
vest and we r the last batch to perform in the National Stadium b4 it
will be torn down. Honour yet cool... But ARMY Storeman...No cool!!!
Well 8 more months loh......Weeeee So happy!!!!
To those who just enlisted or belom lagi...kayuh pelan2 k.

Life being good,just that now at the end of the month, we NSF r
in the verge of "kocek-lobang". Gona go sent my bike for servicing.
Doing cab cleaning, change engine oil and decarbonise my pipe loh.
Wana get some decals too if im stil manageable...
Talking bout pipe...my master SGt said he got a PC pipe at home in
his store. Bad thing is, he haf to check it again if its still there.
Wow PC pipe loh. Well stil haf yet to get a lum sum of my backpay $$$
yet. Miss track...miss trailing....miss my aliza too.

Wana make dirtbiking my 2nd hobby just like how i make rugby my fav.
hobby. Rugby...im stil loving it thou. Miss 2 games of my Rugby Lion
Red Club. They won their 1st games against Wanderers but lose their
2nd game to whom i forgot liao. All due to NDP rehearsal n dats why i miss
it. Well, once NDP is done...back to rugging again. GOd love it, so do i =)

Well k lah..dats all for tonite lah. Dah malam pon. Enjoy reading???
Well klau enjoy, put up ur hand.
Klau tak, put up ur hand oso. Hehe. Signing out and see all of u around.

Logging Out-
Sir Azmi Ectorius. (Knight in Armor tak shiny) Hehe....

P.S
is... People Say. Muahahahaha

Project The Ending

2006-07-09T01:28:00.000-07:00

9th July 2006

Its the end now. I cant blame her and instead i blame myself for getting
into such situation. Im the one asking for it thou i do not noe exactly
why. So many differences , so little similarity. So many happy thoughts
but have to let it go for the benefit of my future happiness.
Yeah can say im selfish in this but i just had to let it go.
Better end it now rather than a long stretch of heart pain in the long run.
A decision is made.
Im thinking positively about it......Singlehood again then =)

I still have many things to do in my life rite now.
Theres the Upcoming Rugby Season, Army Half Marathon (21 km woah)
, Company Individual check period (i hate this thou) and lastly not to forget,
9 more months to ORD and i am so happy yah! For this past 1 month
ive read the media and the newspaper bout the SPF, SCDF and even
a Prison Warden. All of em has the bad and good advantage over one another.
Have yet to decide cos im still a long (..erm..short) way to ORD.
Planning to continue study too in poly...
Well...just had to think ahead rite now. Still a long way to go.

Anyway liz, u will make it in life. Think postive, happy thoughts
and us as friend. OK girl...
Aint gonna talk much bout my past r'ship. Dats me i guess. Ppl
have to dig into me and find it out or its me that will tell them
willingly. Depends.

K lah. PEace OuCh.
-Sir Azmi Ectorius =)Smiley(=

2006-06-20T19:58:00.000-07:00

21st June 2006

Its been a good hectic mighty fine day for me.
In camp...personal life...relationship and friend.
Its hard to balance all of em in a positive equilibirium but
i can manage still. Hey life has its ups-and-downs.
Thats a compulsory in life. Its just a matter of control
and changes that make things great and positive to live in.

Anyway Club Lion reds Rugby team has called up and
they be having their 1st training today at SPE. Sumwer
near Bukit Timah area there. Its been ages...say 5 mths since
i played a real gd game of rugby. Its the passion that make me
stay on wif rugby...and not to forget the "Pain"
Physical Pain dat is....wakakakaka
Anyway miss the Lion Red peepz loh. Only met once a year
and everytime we r together, its training for the passion
of rugby. We're underdogs dat is but we stil lived.
Every new year came, there is always a few new faces in the
team. Ive been wif the team for like 3 yrs now.
Dah dikatakan the senior peepz lah ni. hehe.
Well 1st thing 1st....the training start today at 7pm.
Cant wait.....

And yep...my bike now is black in color loh.
Its kewl thou but still the headlight and fender white.
Still a bit plain black...need a new graphic layout.
Well....wif money i moved on wif ma' bike =)
Hehe...my duit minyak pon dah nak gone.
Start to take public transport soon i guess.

Phew....cloudy day today. Veli gd...veli gd....
Muacks to my sayang too. Sorry smalam during
my guard duty tak dpt kol u.
I make it up 4 u otey. Muacks....

Signining off- (brape byk "i" "n" lah)
-SIr Azmi

Project Dah Lama Tak Blog

2006-06-03T21:55:00.000-07:00

4th June 2006

Yep okay got my bike at last. After a few negotiate here and there.
Spot some mistake here and there of the bike. Manage to get it at
a price of $2K including insurance all. Well the bad part about the
bike is....bad outlook...rear tayar botak...and rear brake haus.
Dangerous cld say if i play the bike on a wet road. Till then gona fork
out abit of $$$$ on the brake 1st.
Next month the tyre.
next next month then the outlook.
Then on the August gona sent for servicing.

Since i gotta my bike. STill on a part-time job hunt. Did go
for some interview on a this bartender job and a bouncer position
at this some ulu club. Yep...u heard me rite...Bouncer.
Prefer werking this kind of field cos of the suitable working hours.
10pm till 3am. Cool eh...it be even cooler if i manage to get it..
Haiz...till then. If all else failed...gona apply for a fast-food
delivery job.

Welll...geeezzzz... its been 6 mths oreadi and im stil in love wif her.
Even thou lately we haf a sort of abit communication breakdown
where she didnt specifically say things-things and expect me to
understand her things-things,i try to give in more and understand
her. I just need her patience. Am in the verge of understanding
humanity lagipon. I dun truly understand human behavioural pattern
but i do understand common senses and physical-mind damage prone.
In layman's term....
Do wat not dat harm ur mind physically and mentally.
Physically damage is temporary.....
Mental damage is permanent and dats why i hate being a storeman.
Well happy thoughts....happy thoughts....11 more months to ORD.

Yep..being wif her bring out the human in me. Am not truly human
thou. As in behaviour. I still have a long way to learn and the aspect
of everything when it comes to communicate 1-on-1 wif another human.
"I may excel in one..but bad in many"
Dats a phrase i used to tell myself to keep me in check dat im
NOT PERFECT! (nobodys perfect anyway...bleargh)

I wonder how she think of me after knowing me more....
I am a bimbo i think....
I am slow that i noe....
but still all i need is patience. No need to end everyword wif a "!!!!"
if u noe wat i mean.

Hazardous Paragraph....
Haiz....11 more months till ORD then i can get a decent pay.
FUCKING National Services. WOrk like a FUCKING
bloody pukimak slave and earn wif so little pay. Yah thanks
the green uniform for making us look good in public. But deep
inside ,NS is a total waste of time and drag our humanity
down the slum. Its true wat my past fren says...the army
make u become mindless, brainless fucker that only follow
orders. Our freewill and iniative isnt there anymore to work
for us. Hak....ifgiven a choices of being a Mat-rep and a fucker
NS-man i prefer being the mat-rep.
Make me tink better. Complaint...complaint....but i just cant
help it but to post it down in here.
To release my frustration....
To release my stress....
To release and let ppl noe wat i tink.
FUCKING fuck NS thing. Even the Bangra work and earn more
than us. Fuck... It ends now.. Dot Dot and Fuck.

Signing Off
-Sir Azmi,Knight in Rusty Armor.
Bleargh....

Project FinD BiKe?!?

2006-05-21T04:43:00.000-07:00

May 21st 2006

Phew...at last pass my bloody class 2B punya moto lesen.
Everything was alryte and pass my TP on the 1st try.
Got 14 Points thou..lucky me...5 more points and i be gone!
Anyway its been 4 days and i havent really got a good WR200
seller. Got a few down a slackriders.com but were sold oreadi by
the time i pass my TP.

Just now went down to one of my dad's fren nye workshop.
Theres a Kawasaki KLX, Yamaha WR or is it?? Too bad,their
outlook condition says alot bout the bike.
Rusty belly, dusty outlook, engine not so nice to look at.
Anyway the only good nice scram down there is a XR125.
XR125 at 3.7 k. Hak...mite as well look for a KTM sia.
Too bad loh...have to wait abit longer till i get my bike.
Time is of the essence. Till i find a real good deal then...
When found,take a day off and make a real fast transaction.
Haiz...another waiting i have to do.
On the bright side....i got my 2B license oreadi loh!!

Never really had spend a real good time wif my honey.
Saturday,do NDP Parade rehearsal. Weekdays, in camp
8am-5pm. (Fuck the 5pm lah..usually went home by 630pm)
And the only free time of the week is Sunday.
Thinking of taking my off this Friday if im able to then
go shop for a few bikes wif my lizzy.
Well gonna go Slackriders.com for a while now.
Ciao ppl....long tyme never put any interesting entry loh......
Well muz wait till End of August k reader =)

Signing Out
-Sir Azmi

2006-05-05T18:18:00.000-07:00

May 6th 2006

She's been there when i need her...
She' been there when i pissed her sometimes...
She' been there when im in a low depressed mood...
She;s been there when ive got no one to talk to...
Basically she's been there always for me.
Aliza my dear. Again i wld say, "WoW!!!"
You've been the best and can i say greatest too, girlfren
i ever had.

Thou we sometime have a bit of miscomunication here and
there, we still manage to kill the line and solved our
problem. Up and down...dats a norm in every relationship.
I told myself ,i wont be angry at the slightest thing.
Take things cool and understand the root and listen
to explanation. U pon okie... Muacks...

Well i just came back from polling just now.
Went there early morning exactly at 8am.
Not many ppl which is a gd thing. No need to queue.
Went in and went out. Been there...done that.
Guess wat i vote for? Well not PAP for sure. Hehe.

Hows my life??
Well rarely see and went out wif my ITE peepz.
Now more like went out wif my SAF peepz and my honey.
Wondering wat my ITE peepz is doing rite now.
(Besides those serving NS)
K lah..gtg now. Nak go makan breakfast then go mandi
then meet my honey.
Peace Ouch ppl..=)

Signing Out
-Sir Azmi Kay Ectorius, Knight in Karat giler nye armor.

Project Alive

2006-04-22T09:07:00.000-07:00

23rd April 2006

Ive been thinking alot and really alot thou.
I just hate it when i think too much; give me wild ideas
and stuff u noe. BUt to come on term of it, it sumhow
make our relationship better.
Well, ok, not just being thinking bout us je.
I oso do keep check and think much in general stuffs.
Its alot if i have to list it all down here.
But the point is, thinking make me feels alive thou i dun
quite like it when a question stress me out.
Excercise my mind i guess.....im adaptable afterall...am i??

A year has passed, 12 more months to ORD oh....
12 more months before i REALLY get to earn a decent pay cheque.
12 more months to signing on again wif the Home Team, CD.
12 more months to freedom...
12 more months and people wont label me as a storemando.
12 more months to Serve and FuckOff.. (SAF)
....and exactly 25 more days to my TP. Phew....

Anyway best wishes to my buddy Iskander for passing his
Class 2B license and yeah..another fren into the world of
DirtBiking. Boys just like it dirty...hehe. Bila lah nak aku nye turn.
Btw sumting smells here........really.........no kidding........
(guess its my feet ah...ahak)

So how im currently doing now???
Well, am waiting for Rugby Premier Club Season to come.
So can play for the UnderDog Lion Reds.
Hanging out wif my lizzy and trying to get in touch wif some
of my ol frens. Doesnt matter if ur from ITE, secondary sch
of mine or my budak2 lepak,just wana get in touch and dun
wana drift away.
To Cut it short,my life is good. Above the average joe nye life
thou im just ur average joe (LoL) Enjoy and appreciate every
moment of my breath. Hehe. Happy Thoughts u noe....
SMile and Cheerio k peepz.
Gua dah nak mas0k tido.....ZZZZZzzzzzZZZZZ (-,-)

Signing Off
-Sir Azmi- Knights in Rusty Armor
(Org kata rusty to rusty lah...aiyoh....)

Project Birthday??!?

2006-04-17T05:38:00.000-07:00

17th April 2006

Well my birthday just passed yesterday for those who didnt
noe. Well i dun tink many ppl will noe. Well i dun mind actually.
Only the regular birthday msg i received from a couple of frenz
everytyme on my bday and nvr really felt like a Bday boy.
Oh well, my 22nd Birthday celebration (not quite a celebration,
just having each other companionship is gd enuff) wif my liz
make me felt a whole lot better and felt betol2 mcm BDayBoi
dat nite. Those letter was sweet and the gift were much
appreciated.

U took those few and couples and littlest minute in ur life and
dedicated those minutes to do dat gift for me. Ur love and effort
that counts when u give me that gift. Even if we r not a couple
but just fren, i still love and treasure those bday gift.
(Cos u noe why kan....i hardly..well not even one lah..)
Thus, anyting u give me, small, big, physically, emotionally,
cheap, expensive....i received it wif all hearts.
Muacksss...thanks dear for spending tyme wif me and thks
again for the gifts. 1 more kiss k...
MUuuUUaaaaCCCcccKKKkkkssss.. (amik kau...haha)

Well anotherbday gift which i got myself prior 1 day b4 my
birthday, dat is on the 15th,i manage to scrap thru all those
hectic and troublesome bike practicals and manage to book
for ma test. Yep, at last Traffic Police Test for my Class 2B
loh.... Weeeeee!!! After 4 bleedy months.... at last TP loh...
Wish me luck or bad luck or watever luck on the 18th May K.

Yep, 2 good gifts for my birthday.
My darling and my TP. Phew...wat a life and i thank god for
everything even thou i sumtimes disobey him up there.
Im growing into an adult now. A working adult soon after ORD.
I will not forget my wild teenage years but my times for dat has
oreadi past. (well once a while i tend to get crazy again...hehe)
KLau tak,i wont be a very interesting person kan..
Still,ive yet and still maturing.
Now,ive just haf to enjoy my craziness to the fullest and my wild
thinking to the extreme. Nanti dah tua...mana lah bleh buat ni
semua kan.
K lah,nak cari gaduh pat IRC. Long tyme tak maki org2 pat sana.
Long tyme tak kena banned. Weeeee...F---ing IRC. They Su-k.
(LoL ok..im getting out of hand here...)
(wat hand?? no hand...use feet....muahahahahahahaaa)
(Smelly feet??)
(Ur head lah azmi.....)

-------*SHutting Down*------- (yah yah...watever)

Signing off
-Sir Azmi. (mcm biasa gak..armor tetap Rusty)

Project SeVen's

2006-04-06T06:23:00.000-07:00

6th April 2006

Somehow,somewhere,someway everyting good happen to me
very very late. MAybe or just MAYBE my guardian angel just
like to test my patience and see how well i get on wif it.
I met her and get into relationship wif her so late.
(should haf did it in sch if i knew i really love her as i do now)
My brother get along late wif me in my life....
I apply for Army Regular in Guards and at last it came..LATE...
(4 months after apply then come..i reject it thou)
Now....another good thing that happen late.
A month after i apply as a working crew for the upcoming
IRB Rugby Seven's,now then came. 3 days before opening event day.

Kinda late thou. But then im so looking forward for everyyear rugby 7's
and working wif the organization. Free stuff,free food, free show...i
mean free view of the event and oso meet and interact wif many
ppl while working. Well,i accept the invitation lah. Takkan tak kan...
Working hours wuz like 12hrs each day. SIan but worth the time.
Gonna try scrap n sell my Practical Booking.
Gonna miss my lizzy so much and cant spend much time wif her this
weekend.Sayang, hope u understand k. I noe u always say we hardly
spent alot of times together. Klau jumpa pon,jumpa brape jam je.
Very short timespan seh.
I noe my dear, i noe. I miss u too.
I be meeting u when oppurnity arise. Friday that is.
Gonna take half-day off on friday,then once after the Rugby 7's briefing
i chop chop rush down to mit u.

Anyway,looking forward for team South-Africa to win again this
year. Hehe. K lah,wana go bath now. Just came back frm camp gak nie.

Signing Off
-Sir Azmi (Love u lizzy..u be my princess okie...Muackks)

Project Vendetta

2006-04-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

1st April 2005

I am afraid....
Afraid of what has to come...
Afraid of what the goverment will mould us into....
Afraid the mindset of our citizen all rooted to money, money money...
Afraid of what the future holds for our country...

Thanks the goverment for the high-living standard in Singapore.
And thanks to this "Progress Package" they gave us as thou it
is like "the saviour" when we are in need.
But to think again...we are so happy when we got this amount of
money and wif this money....we tend to be more self-fish and
self indulge ourself in things that only benefit us. I dun blame u or
us for being like this. Its all the effect for the cost of living standard
down here. Even a mere $2 can make a big difference in Singapore.
Cost and Effect. Everything down here needs money. Take bus need
money, go makan need money, pakai handphone use money, even when
im using the net rite now the money-clock is ticking. Haiz....tell me...what
thing in the world never need money?? (well the air is free....)

As i have said before in someones blog....
Money aint everything,but everything needs money.
Its kinda sucks when we noe its the fact and the real McCoy
of SIngapore. 1 of the 7 Sin. = Greed. Dat is what im realy afraid
of what happen to this country im living in. Money does affect
everyone ey... well cld say money is the root of all civilization.....

All i could do is sit down, look at the sky, enjoy the fresh air and
every moment of breath i take and thank god that greed has yet
to consume me...and nvr will. Thanks to my parents, i restrict
myself from borrowing money and willing to starve till payday
and will only makan during cookhouse lunchbreak in camp.
Im willing to do all that if i cld save my money and stay a happy
man. My dearest aliza, i appreciate that u sumtimes treat me makan
and wuz there when im penniless. But the thoughts of using my gf
money is no good. I wana enjoy ur companionship and be wif u,dat
is all i want. Now u understand why i dun wana go spend so much
outside and always fickle minded when u wana treat me. Even if
u successfully treat me, i always go for something cheap.

Thanks the army for teaching me how to be money-savvy wif
a mere $350. Everytime i wana go fast-food, i always think twice
and at last i end up buying some $2 burger or any other offer which
in my case aint so stomach-filled. Spending on entertainment is my
traits cos without them i be all bored, sulky,
not-interesting fella. Clubbing, movie outing, go sentosa always
cheered me up and give me the vibes to enjoy life. But then considering
all that, it requires money. This part must say thank you again to the
Singapore Govt for making the living standard down here so high.
(In a sarcastic thank you)

-Now thats the Negativity of Living here-
(Here the Positive part....i stole most of the points from a pahmplet)
....Ignore the sentence in the bracket and it may sound good.

-Singapore good and safe country. No Terrorist attack (..yet)
-Singapore has a many good marketing and investment company. (HAH!)
-Voted as 1 of the best entertainment scene by many media.(include Hp porn vid?)
-Has the best telecommunication the world has to offer. (..and best high Hp bill also)
-Good customer Service. (Only apply to ppl who has the money)
-Multi-cultural country. (Mandarin Speaking is a must. As seen on Job Class-Ad)
And here the best part....
-All of Singapore citizens are combat trained during War time.
(Yeah rite...the storeman,the technician, the clerk...all combat trained meh?)

K lah. Wana end here all now.
Till then. Hear me out in my future post. Peace Ouch.

-Sir Azmi (Knight In Shining Armor)
P.S To my Aliza dearest....
At long last i have someone to love wif beside my parents and siblings.
Being wif u bring a whole lot new meaning to the the word "Love".
Its been ages since i love a girl.
Now i have one, u complete me my dear. Im so fortunate to have u.
Life woudnt be this good if u have no one to love.
In wartime or peacetime....i be there for u. (Wow...wartime? peacetime?)
Hehe...Anyway to my dear. I love u honey and it gonna stay that way.
Muacckkkssss.....
-End Transmission-

Project B-13

2006-03-23T06:33:00.000-08:00

23rd March 2006

Been going tough and tough get going with my 6 Division Rugby
team. Basically they sucks and very the underdog cos all of
the players are newbie and hardly noe their shits when it comes
to rugby. Only like 4-6 ppl noe their trade.
But hey,i cant blame them....they need exposure to this kind
of contact sport and understand and know the game.
I was once like them. Lived, play the game,fight and survive
for another day.
What upset me is that they only "lived,play the game..."
Dats all...Very unmotivated people.
The results, well i had a slight muscle tear after today's game.
For tackling too much and for running around for no apparent reason
just to command some of my teammates to watch their ground n
opponent. All worth the effort thou, i manage to get a trial.
We lose todays match and future match if my teamMates keep playing
this way.
The score....well dun wana post it up rite here.
Just noe that we lose=) Happy thoughts thou...im gona mit my dear
later after the game.

Life's been good. Its like we r together for so long but in fact only
been very close for almoz 4 months. Im totally in love wif her.
Now dats a serious case of my "Mat jiwang" mode activated.
We have experienced a couple of bad moments which we manage
to talk out. Many good moments we did together and more to come.
Just hear her voices thru the satelite wired inter-telecommunication
aka HandPhone make me smile and think of her.
When getting to meet her and knew im gona mit her always bring
cheers and more smile.
When dah mit her physically and she wuz rite there in front of me....
....well....u guys noe lah what lovebird-bird always do kan.
Yeah im not afraid to say we both are like lovebirds.
I enjoy being wif her and pray its a 3M. LoVe U lizzY.

Anyway got to mit her just now and had McDonALd for our dinner.
She wuz not supposed to eat fastFood on weekdays but due to her
condition in which she havent eaten during her werk (from 3pm til 8pm)
and the nearest stomach filling food is Mcdonald i give it a exception.
And sumore she gona hav a jog wif her colleague bsok.
STay fit sayang k....
Even if she ask me along, i cant....tangan muscle sakit.
Ooooooohhhhh...aahhhhhhh...ouchie!!

Not Sure if gona get my bike License by April.
BIg chance by May or End of May. Patience then.
Was broke early this month oreadi n wuz left wif my brape ketul
duit je. Cant manage to book TP till 10th April.
And by the time i book on the April,the April slot TP would be
full. Haiz...sabar menanti.
Still wondering.... KTM? WR200? or DRZ200?

(P.S Saw this movie flick titled B13. Cool damn bloody show. Directed
by the same Director who direct the movie Taxi and Producer from
the movie Yamakashi. So what do we expect? Great stunt, gd action flick,
funny dialogue lines...and most of all great skillful Parkour moved .Gona
catch it. Have yet to catch "V for Vendetta" Heard its a great political
anti-hero war movie.)
Hmmmmm....wonder why they called it "B-13"

Signing Out-
Sir Azmi (Knight in armor that does not shine)
Thank kayu for reading=)

Project Untitled

2006-03-15T05:48:00.000-08:00

15th March 2006

Due to some technical error in my PC im unable to blog for this past
few days. First error i found out that,my PC begin to lag and as time
goes by, the lagness will be uncontrolable. Secondly, i cant open
the Blogger.com URL cos as soon as i entered those URL, error msg
come out bout some troubleshooting shit....
LAstly,there is so much hiding troubleshoot in my PC. Everytime i
open a program, another program will be unable to be open.
etc. I open my Media Player but then my MSN will be disable.
etc.I open my Window IE and then my Media Player will be disable.
etc.I open my trouser...and my mum will come screaming if she saw dat.
Okok..back to serius business...
Anyway, yah....my PC came up wif so many problem and i ve yet to
format my PC back cos no Window XP CD.
So...how i manage to enter here after all this error??

Well i try login in as another user in my WinXP. And viola. Im here.
Sucky rite?? I dun even understand how it manage to come here if the
main problem is in the core program. Gona start using this User name then.
But still im thinking of reformating the whole PC. Afraid the same thing
will happen to this user name.

Just bought a new MP3 a few days back at AudioHouse.
This wuz my 1st MP3 loh...after so many years...now then i owned
a MP3. Si bei cho lucky..muahahaha! Its a 512 MB (aint much..but still....)
and bought at only 50+. Considered cheap after i view some other MP3
at the market. Manage to throw in some song. There's a problem thou...
some WMA format music can play and some WMA format music cant play.
Weird eh...must be the PC one i tink loh....
Hak..My PC so damn cocked up one. Haiz......must lived wif it loh.
Cant lived without it,can lived with it..my Intel Celeron 2.5GHZ PC =)

SEX EDUCATION MUZ EVOLVE

Wondering wats up wif that big font.
Well actually dats the original post im gona post. But due to
my PC hazard and error,i wana put this in the later part.
Recently bout the TAmmy (NYP girl video).
Some meeting ive heard on the TV bout this thing and sumting
that is related to it.
"The truth is many of our teenagers are having sex.." (true) quote by
one of the MP of Ministry Of Education. "...but we do not need
technology like mobile phone to highlight this" (true true...)
With the increasing numbers of unwanted prengnancies in
singapore,there is a need for sex education in Singapore to evolve.
Thus this MP urge the goverment and MOE to avoid a
demoralising approach when it come to sex.
Sex is the important role as it play the basic unit of cultivating
our society but again it is not a priority for teens having sex and
expose it thru the net or HP cam as it is irrelevant.

In defence, a Senior Parliamentary Screteray of MOE said that
sex education is sensible and it acknowledge the nature of our society.
Thus, showing those scene is unevitable as we all noe that
somewhere and somehow sex is always there.
It mark the maturity in our teens of engaging in it and the minus
point is that,those scene is too openly for some people.
Some things are meant to be shown and cant be escape.

The backbone of our sex education here is well enough and
not need any evolving or so. But then its a choice for parents
to opted out the syllabus. This method,is found to be proven
useful.

Then it set me thinking after their so-called sex debate.
"Sometimes sumting like this are better left unsaid"
We oreadi noe its there. So just shut the f*&^up and let
everything falls naturally. THey were to blame for filming
their stunts on the HP. Mite as well set up a porn organisation
in Singapore. I oreadi got a name for that.
www.singaporeLOVEpornxxx.org (this doest exist..dun bother click)
But still its their stupidity that is to blame. Not the goverment or
some MOE shit that hardly know how teens nowadays think.
The stupidity to cam their stunt on phone. And their
stupidity to save those escapes in there. See now wat happen??

So ppl if u wana record ur move, stunts, ur super 69 or watever
u called it,think twice. Its bad for health.
Most to most just yahoo or google search for some porn webby.
Haha...gona search for one now.

P.S The Author of this post is currently viewing some erotic
scene of Tammy. Dun mind tagging.... =)

Logging Out,0
-Sir Azmi

Project ReUnion

2006-02-26T07:44:00.000-08:00

26th February 2006

Rafiee blog inspired me so much to write this post.

Yeah sometimes friends do come and go. But hey to keep
a good frens it all lies in the effort to do so. Since our
graduation, its hard to keep in touch wif some of my
classmates. Some due to having a busy schedule, working,
serVing Ns, schooling and others, adapting to other new groups
of frens. Its sad to say but things are always meant to be this way.
Even if u make the effort to ask them out, its sumtimes the
reply we will get that is so "turn-off".
It need both party to really say yes and the effort to meet up
then everyting is possible. Cmon, fie, dun be so sad aite buddy.
I do feel ur sorrow dude. Ppl come and go...frens come and go.
And there is only a small portion of frenz left to be by ur aid.

Having members like Azri, Adi and anep makes me proud to haf
them. Thou we never met everyweek but now and then we
always tanya khabar of how each other is doing. Planning to hangout
together like the good ol'days where we lepak and torn at Mus
nye umah or just plain slacking pat down town. Now dat is frenship.
Hak...sad to say some ppl just go plain missing..mcm MIA. Tak dgr
khabar tak ape.... So the Sad eh.

Well Fie, u can hangout wif us anytime if we manage to find time.
Usually after Payday=) Keep in touch bro. Keep on smiling. Its good to
have a fren, but its always better to have a smiling fren.

Cheerio Peepz. Signing Out
-Sir Azmi

Project Short

2006-02-22T04:24:00.000-08:00

22nd February 2006

This week no rugby loh.. So sad. Not because of Rugby
training cancel but becos my Course are clashing wif my
Rugby Schedule. Monday to Wednesday got this bloody
Enterprise System Course, dats wat those bloody G3 Army
called it. Sort of a course where u hands-on the new Operating
system for us Storeman and technician to get used at.
My gawd...i was just getting pro at the presently used OS and
now they bloody wana change it. Fuckup Army System.
Well fuck army lah but stil im werking for them rite now......
Geez...if only got choices kan..... (well fat hope lah Azmi)

Anyway just got home tadi from Macritchie Reservoir after
doing some serious running. Long tyme never did some real
sprinting from 1 end to 1 end of macritchie. 7km rite? Rite!!
Dats the bloody distance of the pathment i took.
The last tyme i did some serious running is during my MSR
Marathon and dat was like last month. Rugby training yg
presently plak not much fitness...(or mayb it is just dat i just
cant feel the tiredness)......
Well yah...back to just now,after my run down at the reservoir
went and take a breather at the long bridge. Stil wondering
whats the name. Thou its oreadi 730 when i finish my run and
miss the sunset, the sight up on those bridge is still very satisfying.
Purple Reddish cloud. Dats a beautiful tone color. Wind blowing,
sweat run dry on my PT kit and thinking positive thought of how
it mite be if she wuz here beside me....

Oh well. Btw did i tell u i ran wif my backpack (filled wif boots,my
smart 4 attire and CV attire..dats wuz like 4kg of weight down on
my back) in the almost pitch dark of the reservoir. The inside there
no light till i reach the highway at Lornie Road. Dats why i sprint like
nobody's business when running in that rural forested area.
Phew dat was a gd run....Anyone up for it this weekend??
Dun tink so....

3 more Practical to go n i be enjoying my life booking for my TP.
Although 3 prac seems a little, the part yg nak book TP tu lama.
If not for her, i wouldnt be motivated to finish my license fast fast.
Thanks honey=)
K lah...2 more days then weekend. Wana haf an early nite now.
kaki aching after dah lama tak lari. Peace Ouch People!!

Do we considered people that did things that others do not
dare to do "Crazy"?? -Well yeah..for me=)
-Sir Azmi ...bbzzzztttt... *

Project Today

2006-02-16T07:35:00.000-08:00

16th February 2005

Be a long blog for today...dah lama tak blog.....
Wanted to blog up yesterday but wuz too tired after i got
home at around 2245hrs lidat. Wednesday wuz one of
those unexpected lucky days and im really grateful bout it
cos i have bloody passed my Practical 5 Circuit Assessment.
Phew...after 2 try....at last....pass gak on this 3rd try.
It may nvr meant alot to others but i always got this
satisfaction everytime i passed some bloody test and the
Circuit Test come under this. 3 more Practical to TP loh.....
Why wait for ORD when you can get TP.....(errr...wat the heck)

This past two days went thru CDT Course
(Chemical Defence Training Phase 2) and this wat make me so
tired and shagged. Thanks to my passing on Prac 5 and aliza cookie,
im now back into action wif all the energy to last long enuff
to blog my shit up. So wats the benefit of doing CDT and the
importance aspect of doing this?
Well we bloody NSF get to know 1st hand experienced on how
to defend ourself when chemical warfare breakout, know
all the equipment and inventory list that we be using and
even condition ourself to their IPE suit.Sort of like HAZMAT suit
lidat where u r covered from head to toe plus ur cutety gas mask.

Of all the things in this course what i like is the IPE suit Drill....
Do exercise iin that bloody hot suit wif all ur gears on...
FuuuYohhhh..kiwek....happening giler.....make me more
interested into signing on the SCDF after my ORD....
Got this one time where u have to exposed to the CS gas....
oso known as a mini-tear gas and speak out ur IC, rank and name
and this part wuz the most funniest of all. All those funny
wana cry-look face all come out from my other buddies.
Well how goes mine....
1st....after opening my mask...felt nothing then say my IC....
S84114..2.....2....and before i can finish my IC number the gas
in the atmosphere hit my mouth,face,eyes like hot curry spices
thrown directly into ur eyes mcm EyeMo. Punyalah panas and
perik till tears and mucus came out. Well my mucus not as bad
as the other people...mind u....
Complete my IC ,rank and name...and straight away i walk
briefly towards the exit of the gas chamber,still wif teary
eyes. Worst still,when ur exposed more to oxygen,u got
this slight of choking and coughing feeling cos the CS gas
particles still attached to ur face and mouth. Well shiok
feelings lah dats all i cld say.
Wat an experienced sia...phew..if only everyday like this
i dun mind doing it till my ORD.=)

Lets go to another thing....
well just sold my XBox console last week...hhmmm yeah.
Being a week since im left without any musical players of my
owned. My Xbox has always being my CD player,my DVD player,
my VCD player next is my PC. But i hardly used it cos i dun have
any MP3 or MP4 player so its quite useless lah in term of portable
musical thing. I hardly even have a radio in my room.
My cd player dah lama spoilt and so is my radio.
The only time i be exposed to music is when im in camp
listening to Power98 and Perfect10 or going clubbing.
Kesian eh si matrep ni takde alat music=)
Then thinking of buying those Sony Ericsson EarPiece wif a radio
FM/AM built in. At least i hafsomething to listen to when im
taking the public transport.

But then, there is this Electronic Sales just for NSF and Army peepz
down at Harbour Front S.C Level 3 selling all those shit at 90% offer.
Can u believe it... MP3 selling at $20-$60 and CD player at $10-30.
Hard to believe. Well goin down there tomorrow after my Army Rugby
training which ends at 11. Wanted to ask honey along, but she werking
at 12pm bs0k. Well going alone and gona get sumting even thou i haf
to sacrifice some of my SSDC side money. Tomorow be a chilling relaxin
day. Pagi Rugby...noon go buy my shit....afternoon my RTT test then
jumpa and fetch honey back from werk. No camp...weee....

Think this is long enuff????
Dunnoe lah. Anyway last few paragraph ,for those interested to be
a working party for the oncoming Standard Chartered Rugby 7's on
this 22nd and 223r April to sent me ur email to me at
respect_badkarma@yahoo.com
i will forward u the application list.
Once A rugger always a rugger. Peace Ouch.

(To my lizzy
Dear, get well soon k. Once ur kaki and pinggang is working all
fine i wana spend some really good times wif u. Wana go blading
wif u. Its been a year where we wanted to go blading together or
in group but sumting always crop up. Now we r in this r'ship i
wana do this wit u even more. U noe me,i like to sweat my arse
out in my hyperactive schedule. Well,wif u around its even more
enjoyable. Muackss...get well soon and be strong )

Signing Out and In and Out,
-Sir Azmi (Ur knight in Rusty Armor)

Project WhatamI tinking

2006-02-06T03:55:00.000-08:00

6th February 2006

I was goin to update something for this past 2 days.
But good times and tiring days make me forget to do it.
So let me try to catch my breath after believing dat its
oreadi being 2 months together.
Wat u mean by 2 months???
Well 2 months of learning how to be a better and lovable
person and being a good listener is always the key to be
in a relationship. Seriously i do learn a lot.
Okay,to cut it short....this is a short msg but cld be pretty
emo to some ppl out there.
So if u hate to see my emo part pls leave this blog Right Now

Here goes...i did this just now in camp when im bored.
U noe..sometimes when ur bored,ur crazy mind wld be
activated and all those creativity u thought u never have,
comes to life....
Well here it is.. dedicated to my dear lizzy...

My heart haf been stolen by an Angel that fell from the heavens
above and into my arms..The void within my heart has now
been filled by her passion. I am now almoz complete as she was
the missing piece of my life that I have longing for.
With her in my life,happiness, joy and cheerish each other are no
more mere illusions of the heart..they are made real by the tender
touch of her hands, the calmness in her eyes, the warmth of her
smile and the joy in her laughter..these things make me happy
in my life and i would be just an empty shell without them..

Our meeting may be by chance in sch but our love is by fate..
how can i not love anyone so kind and endearing especially when
u taught me stuff i didnt noe. My bad side..my bad attitude..my bad
grammar. Ur the one and only gf i ever had that pin point my
mistake.
She is truly a thief that has stolen my precious heart..but in return
i want you to be happy being wif the crazy me.
I pray that our r'ship can only grow stronger and that we will get
through any obstacles in our path to happiness..
She is truly the one i have been waitng for all my life..my fear of
never finding someone i adore and love had come to an end because
of her..i thank God each day that i got her..and i thank God each
day for letting me being wif her..
I know that i am not the first to be let into her heart..
but i pray to God that i will be the Last...

They say love is just an illusion, but how can an illusion feel
so real..it was made real the day i dated Aliza Bte Amran and
talk wif u by the beach..the star that leads me home in the
darkness..the one who comforts me in my sorrows and boredom
of army life and sadness dat i experienced now n then.
Ur the one who gives me strength, hope and inspiration..
My dear lizzy, you truly are a blessed Angel that has fallen
from the heavens and into my arms...

Love is blind...but its all worth it.
-Signing Off
Sir Azmi (Ur Knight in Rusty Armor)

Project Clubbing

2006-01-28T02:52:00.000-08:00

28th January 2006

Well hows the new year 2006 going on good ppl?
Some may say its good for a new life,new resolution and
other new things....some say its the same old day ,same
old things (this ppl extremely do not know how to enjoy life)
and everything else is boring.
Its almost the end of the 1st month of 2006.
17 more months to ORD oh!!!!
Thou its a long way to go,i have to do many happy and
exciting stuff to do so i will almoz forget time fly by.
My Lizzy,going for offroad biking,marathon,rugby clubbing
and making fun of people do sort of make my day.

The new club scene Ministry of Sound is really a very
interesting place to be if ur totally into the club scene.
And for those who looked down on HipHop,RnB,reggaetone
may proceed by clicking the "x" button on the topright
hand corner of this window cos i noe it may not entertain u ppl.

Its always been known only mats-mats and Bengs only go
clubbing and find trouble in clubs. But hey,if one never being
in a club and just hear stories (thru media,frenz or lifestyle) they
never know the real big picture how a clubbing scene looks like in
real true life colour picture!!

Fun-well thats the one major things when we club. To have fun,
forget our stress at work,forget that all those heavy burden and
just have this one thing in mind that is to have fun.

Friends - ask a friend along to club with u. Recommended someone
who has the same liking in music genre or someone who dun mind
as long they noe how to have fun in such place. You dun wana ask
a guy who being listening to a heavy death metal music and
expect a fun out of him. What u expecting will be a "spoil-sport"
Anyway clubbing also make u and ur frenz close together and
knew each other more. Talk crap and lotsa it will do it.

Attention- Well if ur a good clubber i mean REAL good clubber.
U can use all the array of beats and tempo and do some funky
moovy smoove dance. Thus , u will attract attention even by
those ang-mohs guys. Sorry "moshing" is not considered as
one of it=) Have fun,dance,groove and do those sea-walk
like there is no tomorrow.

Music- Hahak..talking bout RnB,HipHop,Rap,reggae and reggaeton,
also include in 80's and 90's Retro house beat and not to forget those
ears bleeding trance. Well its club music.....

Basically this is one of those few reason lah why people like
me do club once a while. Not everyday thou..u think me what??
Money loaded freak NSF ah?? Well people,open ur mind and do
find a club and club around.
M.O.S , DXO , ChinaBlack and Club MoMo.
All mature,no mats or bengs populated clubs=)

And lizzy just sold her PC. I wonder how i wana connect to her
thru MSN or internet when she has no PC of her owned rite now.
There is always the HandPhone and SMS...but w/o her on her PC
make me miss her more when im online and she's not.
Well going Gelang Patah,JB wif her tomorom to involved myself and
her in some wickedly dirtbike trailing. Gonna enjoy this long
weekend befor going back to camp. Btw Azri bila mau ambik
lesen Motor? Aku nye practical tinggal lagi 3 prac then to TP loh.

Signing Off
-Sir Azmi.
(Ur fren,ur member,ur lover and ur knight)

Project Smiley

2006-01-22T00:02:00.000-08:00

22nd January 2005

Just woke up frm my deep deep sleep.
Its 2pm now. Dunno what i did last nite till i slept
so long. Maybe i think too much.
Dreamt of her,a good one dat is.
Haish...wonder what she is thinking rite now.
Hope her feet is okay and will not worsen.

(Updated)
Well just met her tadi n haf dinner wif her during
her makan break.Dunno why lah,whenever i met her
felt so the positive. Well,i will change for the better.
I may haf say this a dozens of times. But yeah, i will
change for the better.
On my way home tadi, waited for my bus services 147
at Clark Quay there for like almost 40 min. I think there's
a breakdown or so cos the bus came and it wuz so crowded
like hell!!! What to do...kenalah squeeze in. Mcm zaman
BMT dulu where 30+ recruits squeeze dlm 3 Tonner utk gi
Range Ground. Haha..cant hardly breath....

Pass thru town, lil india. And mcm every Sunday nite,the place
so full of indians and bangladeshi. Not to forget those wonderful
smells. Get off at Serangoon Area and take another bus service.
Too crowded,cant breath,so the nice smells,sweaty indians and the
strong smell of spices also reek inside the bus. Hey,not becos i alight
the bus of this reason,i alight cos duduk sampai pantat sakit!!!
Haha....
Anyway just got home now. Maybe tomolo mit lizzy again after
my camp!! Hey my big brother came over wif his wife.
Hak,so bloody long tyme neber see him. Last tyme i saw him wuz
on the Hari Raya Aidilfitri. So the long. K lah,see ya,wana haf a
chat jap wif my big bro!!

Im a fighter,aint a lover.
But i would fight for my love.
-Sir Azmi Kay Ectorius.

Project TaknAK for SuRe!!!

2006-01-19T06:12:00.000-08:00

19th January 2005

Wonder why the title for this blog is "Taknak for Sure?"
Well its because of what happened today. Kinda happy
but dalam hati berkata "Why should i take it rite now since
i have no more trust on them? This path will only lead me
to another circle of hatred and mistrust"
What the heck am i babbling about?????

After 3 damn bloody months after i sent in the job application
for Guardsmen,now then they call me and ask for Interview and
absorption as a regular into NS. They wuz like so Wat The Fuck!!!
Maybe they called in late for a reason....
Everything happens for a reason u noe...like how i got into ITE....
how i succumb into becoming a Storeman....
Last tyme im the very damn Patriotic about the Army and will
go Goo-Goo Gaa-Gaa when someone mention about combat thingy.
All change thou,when im a storeman. Being a storeman change my
perspective view of the army. Since i met alot of ppl frm other camp
and unit (we oso involved in something called "Export-Import" u noe)
and they mostly came frm Combat Unit, 1st Guards, 3rd Guards, 32nd
Commando Camp and the list go on....
They told me many stuff about the SAF and the way they handle the
organization. And these ppl dat told me were the elite,the veteran,those
who have serve more than 10yrs in SAF,the Master SGt,the WO..u name
it,u got it....talk to them like they were my long lost uncle...

They knew bout my problem bout joining the Guardsmen.
"Azmi,kau confirm nak masok? Fikir2 masak2 dulu....bukan senang
tau keje jadi regular especially bila dia org tgk kulit...."
Haiz..to cut the story short,what they said is mostly true.
Now after 3 months,they called me and ask me to come down for
the interview on this coming 24th at ARC centre.
Well..."Kirim salam je lah yeh...."
I be temporary happy as a storeman than 10 yrs of serving somthing
which doesnt suit to my perspective.
Still patriotic thou...hati mesti kena ada...jiwa negara pon kena ada
walaopon brape fuckup they are,u stil are a countrymen!!

Looking for another career i hope to pursuit in mind.
Challenging,thrilling,interesting,good prestige and something that
will challenge my body and mind... (jadi Storeman dah mcm challenge
my mind...but i want best of both!!)Well maybe some of u oreadi noe
what my next job of choice will be. (read previous posts then u noe)
Klao mati2 tak dpt disrupt and get that job...after ORD lah i apply
for it again. Pray hard.... =)

Friday is gonna be the day that i will mit my girl...
That day,i dun care what i just do miss her so.
I dun believe that anybody felt the way i do,
about my girl=)

Yep,my lizzy gona be back frm her 5 days camp bs0k.
Missing will make the heart grow fonder. Yep,this phrase is true
for sure. Gonna hug her so tite like i never hug any girl before...
Weeee..just thinking bout bs0k make me smile rite now on
my desktop.
When she's not around,felt so lifeless on the 1st 2 days....
Makan tak kenyang,minum tak habis,tido tak lena...
Haha...just kidding lah. Well being doing some serious running
as if there is a major Marathon coming soon.
Monday = run 10km ard my unit (alone)
Tuesday = Hit the gym ngan bdk2 camp ku...
Wednesday = run 10km again (alone)
Thursday = did nothing...at home blogging(dat is now....)
Friday = Well be smiling again....

Anyway gd thing, my CSM recommended me into the MSR MArathon
this coming March. MSR is only for 3SGT and above. Me? Well its
an exception i guess. Well at least there's something to die for
when im a storeman. Well think Happy Thoughts! Everything
happened for a reason=)

Signing out
-Sir Azmi (Knight in Rusty Armor + sweaty tired aching leg)

Project 88

2006-01-15T01:10:00.000-08:00

15th January 2006

I like this picture of me..Thanks to wini.
Aku curi dari blog dia...tak heran lah klau dia marah ke pe...

The number "88" will be the nude me...i mean new me=)
Well so how did i manage to come by wif my personal
number after all this years??
Thanks to Liz for suggesting it after i talk to her bout my
life feat with the the number "88" Now then i realised
it dah. My life seems to be circling around the number "88"

Number "88" came frm the idea of bus "88"
Being living and riding this bus services from Sec.1 till now.
Sec 1 to Sec 5 = naik bus 88 cause the bus stop near ma sch.
Then to ITE tamp. =Take bus 88 to Pasir Ris then take
another bus service 15.
During BMT in Tekong =Take bus 88 to PAsir Ris where
there's a free shuttle to the ferry terminal.
And now in NS at Nee Soon Camp oso take bus 88 to
Ang Mo kio then to another bus services number.
So u see...my life as a teenage has been revolving around
this bloody muthafuuku number. Number 88 that is....
Being riding with this bus service 88 and in the future
i be riding the number 88....
How??
Well gona have that number on my Scrambler bike just
like lizzy got her favourite "21" on her bike....
Oso 88 is like the chinese lucky number...ckit2 duit digit
ends wif 88... etc $8,$1888,$3888.
SUmore,on my teaory lah...since its like 2 circle going round
and round its sort of like wat goes around comes around.
To apply dat on this world i cld say,wat i do now may affect
something else. a'la wat goes around comes around!
errr...duhhhh..well its all in the karma!
Viva'la "88"

Btw went to MOS last nyte. Phew after all this time now
then manage to get in. Here's my comment for those who
wana Club at Ministry of Sound....
Mas0k before 10pm(ticketing very cheap by $10) ---->
get the chop then get out (lagu very lame dat tyme till....)
----->mas0k balik at 12am-1am (dats where the party begin)
Btw do mas0k on ThursdAy (its HipHop nite dawg)
For more info go melawat www.ministryofsound.com.sg

Met lizzy and had supper wif her before i went clubbing. If
only she never werk on weekend...i can have her all day long sia.
Gona mish u for this 5 days if she have to go to Kluang,malaysia.
Awwww.......kena sabar beb..sabar....
Spending time wif her brought alot of memory in sch.
Hak...who would have guess dat we r together after Graduation.
Gawd...no one...maybe theres one or two out of those thousand lah....
Anyway its so fortunate to have her. And this Knight in Rusty Armor,
Sir Azmi Ectorius,of the Square wooden Table pledge that whoever
harm her physically of emotionally would get a "whack" out of me!!
Geedit people?? Geddit!!! Respect bad karma yaw=)
(haha...even me..but how to whack myself??)

Hmmmm..gona try to finish this SSDC teory Assessment on my
damn lagging PC...bloody buthosss... K lah ppl...
Keep in touch eh idiots...semua senyap je lepas Graduation. Bleargh!!

-U noe me...Sir Azmi
Knight in Rusty Armor

Project SCDF eh?

2006-01-09T07:30:00.000-08:00

10th January 2005

So ive decided that SCDF could be my future endeavour
and mayb my damn long term career. Since the day, the
Army has rejected ppl like me,patriotic yet ignored,i haf no
more trust with them.
Another way to serve the nation with Pride and Patriotic
reason is either the SCDF or SPF. Well SPF wld be totally
out of the question,cos me got tattoo and everything so
hard to get into the police force lah.
SCDF it is....wif its job prospect and muscle bound career,
i tink it wld be fitting for some hyperactive idiot like me.
Meet my S1 Branch just now,talking about this....
Then i called the SCDF Career Hotline for reaffirmation...
and now...i just send in my Job application form.
As i say..have to wait loh.....

Better be someone out rescue ppl and wipe all those fire
rather than be a storeman serving ppl like slave wif pen
and paper. I never be considered a soldier dat way.

My weekend turn out fine anyway. Thou its raining for
almost 3 days,till now,life has been great wif lizzy around.
So fortunate to have her. To have someone to hug wif
when ur cold,to hug wif when ur lonely and to talk wif,even
thou i talk craps most of the time.
Dat saturday,we met up late at nite,almost to midnite cos
she got other plan.ANyway lepak wif her pat Hougang
Plaza cos the nite suddenly rain. Nasib baik neber go
Mustafa Centre cos i plan to look for a digital wrist watch.
Mine gone bonker!!!
Danial wuz there,and since dah lama tak jumpa this
wacky idiotic lahabau brother of mine. Sit wif him and
talk bout our past. Guess Lizz noe abit more bout me when
Danial talk non-stop. Bloody hell...kalah kan aku. Dulu aku
yg berbual banyak..dah lama tak jumpa,dia plak yg control
the conversation....

Wel had late supper of Char Kway thingy and many2 drinks
then Lizzy went to have a free haircut after both of us paksa
si Danial suruh cut both our hair. He's a barber btw....
Thanks danial! God blast you....=)

Dats me and lizzy after the haircut.
Well my weekend is always good wif her around.
Wonder what to do this coming weekend.....
Jogging? Watch movie? Sit by the beach? Makan2?
Hmmmm...depends lah...Btw selamat Hari Raya Haji....=)

Signing Off
-Sir Azmi (Knight in Rusty Armor)

Project Akan Datang

2006-01-06T06:09:00.000-08:00

6th January 2006

Still thinking...am i in 2006 or 2005????
Reality bites! Its 2006 Azmi... Bloody hell...Wakeup!!
Its been almos 4 days since i last blog. Due to
malas nak mas0k net and time management due to
the annual Stock LRI check on my 6DSMB Unit.
For this last few days,was so stressed up like i never
being stress up before. Staying back,overtime,
count here and there for any discerperency or
shortage of item, and even haf haf a splitting
headache for a moment for this past few days.
Well handle ur stress up properly azmi. Mind
over body and think happy (always do that when im down)
It works actually......
LRI Stockcheck for 2005 is gone....now kena prepare for
2006 plak! Proper work management and standardized
everything i do frm now on will save my arse for
the next LRI. Not like the past NSF storeman,dat slacks
too much till this stockcheck must do so many things.
Well 359 days more to go to 2007. (sigh....)

Okay...Lizzy got her bike and im the 1st pillion on her
lil'blue Hype WR200. Look real cool and as expected
lizzy look cute wif dat helmet and her blue bike.
So honoured, to be the bloody 1st pillion on her 1st bike
on the 1st day she got it. So the damn cool............

Stil haf yet to get my January NSF payslip.
Hope i got the $100 Monentary money which means
got xtra duit for my expenditure this month.
Just hoping lah....nvr expect to get it....
(if by nxt month tak dpt gak..kena complaint to MINDEF)

Fuckup feelings after those incident.
Happy thoughts keeps me alive.
Saw her happy brought me closer to her.
Last nite,u talk sense out of me.
Appreciated that truly my dear.

"if i was the devil in disguise,i wld have never be this kind"
George R.R Martin (author of 'A Song Of Ice And Fire')

Project Feelings

2006-01-02T00:22:00.000-08:00

2nd-3rd January 2005

New Years Day...felt so sucky. Felt so fucking hate myself
for what i did toward her. Cant believe i was so self-centered
and selfish of not being there when i promised her i be there.
"Promised" seh.. i promised her....but i did not turn up.
How can one not be pissed???
I make her felt so bad,so upset and i hate to make her
felt that way. Everything is build on trust not just words
of trust but action too. That i learn alot,serioulsy alot!!!!!
A lesson learnt,nvr to take ur loved one for granted as
it spells trouble and i hate that.
Just read ur blog today Liz after 3 days nvr login.
No matter what,cos of u,ive learn things that other ppl
wil neber taught me.
(should have post this earlier)

Anyway just had lunch wif lizzy pat Thai Express.
Bloody gd satisfying food i wld say. Lizzy had this
Laksa sort of meal...Spicy,enriched wif Chicken meat
and tasty. Only drawback for me is too much Coconut Milk.
Me however had Thai style Mee Goreng. Look funny,funny
as in deliciously funny and the seasoning and everything
just fit nicely in my meal. Now..dats wat i called Mee Goreng!!
The best of all is the Fried Chicken set meal.
5pcs of spicy,chicken wing just right to munch down wif
those Thai chili sauce. Better than KFC lah shd say....
U guys shd try it u noe..Thai Express. Only knew of 2 outlet.
Esplanade (where we had) and at Citylink area.

She look so pretty today. So the cerah and really make me
smile although just flunk my prac 3.
Realised how good it wld be if i celebrate New Year wif her.
Well dat just past and ive to learn from it.
Okay back to today,seriously enjoy today's meal
and the key ingredient of all is ;Being wif Her =)

Lizzy gonna get Hype tomorow Morning.
Anxious too cos gona see her ride Hype.
As long as she is happy,i wld be too. Just
love the way to share happiness wif my loved one.
And me?? .....well i take the Public Transport.

Ur Knight in Rusty Armor. (Need oiling i tink)
-Sir Azmi-

Project 2005

2005-12-30T05:50:00.000-08:00

31st December 2005

The annual post for the last day of 2005 and this post;
well i hope this post will be a blast and a summarised for
what ive done for this whole of 365 days. The negative
part of me would say "2005 sucks big tyme"
But somehow the gd side of me will say
"well...at least i got her" Well gona face another 403.5
workings days in the SAF as a storeman.
(amazing eh how i really calculated my working days
excluding saturday and sunday....) So 403.5 it will be.
Bleargh....after every 100 days,i will celebrate;sort of....

Sometimes when im really bored infront of the computer
n i got nothing much to type and when this part come,i be
bitching like-nobody business bout the certain bad factor of
the goverment of Singapore. Well maybe not today then.
Be typing and bitching bout something else i guess. Its my
blog anyway and i type any shits dat is interesting and hope
it will invite all u shitty macaroni-dip-arse ppl to haf fun
reading....haha...

So tell me, do u considered urself to be one of those
Singaporean Stereo type citizen?? If so,bad for you
cos im gonna fuck u up real gd in this post.
(bear in mind the word "stereo")
Since the day our country being influence in the fast
trending nation and incomparable hi-tech stuff selling fast
in our homeland (homeland?!? bleargh),our young citizens
or shd i say our damn Singaporean teenagers are becoming
more selfish and rude in many ways of life.
Mayb they r too young,i wuz young and gullible once,but
at this fast going rate of high education and "Kind"
propaganda,one wld expect such ppl and attitude wld be
diminished. But no..its becoming worst. And the worst is
yet to come....

BAck then in ITE,on my way to sch inside the bus,sitting,
Saw this pregnant lady boarding the bus. And since my bus is
a bus destination to Tamp ITE and Temasek Poly,most of
the passengers are students my age. Everybody around her
wuz like doing their own damn business.
Listening MP3, reading textbook (cmon,exam still far lah idiot),
look blindly outside the window and even some of them just
blabbered non-stop wif their frens...ignoring that lady.
Me?? well i wuz all the way back of the seat of the bus.
Bus crowded,she infront...takkan nak pekik dari belakang kan,
"Miss...miss....here got seat..come quick" while wavering my hand
non-stop. (dat be a sight)
But nvr do that...sakit hati rasa tau when i saw such scenario.
The burden wuz lifted up as soon as this fine old unlce (mid 40s)
gave his seat to her. Man....that wuz our future generation of
Singaporean. Bahh...fuck it lah...

Here is another Scenario,
those typical ask-for-donation charity kind of thingy.
Well kesian eh dia org,walk ard town,up and down,here
and there ask for donation. Orchard Road and when one
speak about Orchard Road this is where our national
youngster be spending their time on weekend. This volunteer
pulak,sanggup sacrifices their time,instead of enjoying they
are working for charity. Cld it be for some Red Cross Charity,
Yellow Ribbon or so and so but stil sacrifice they have.
And our stereotype teenagers wld like walk past them and
act mcm takde nuting happen.... my gawd...wat a sight.
However those who donated wld be those married dude or
some well off person concerning bout them.
Me?? Well, at this time i wld like take my wallet out and
see if got $$$...biasalah,since im a bloody NSF,my pay
wuz like $1.70 per hours. (amazing eh,i calculate dat too)
Klau got money...more than $2 i wld donate like a dollar at
least. If no money,less than $2 in my pocket,i wld just
take a 20cent or any coins yg ade and give em.
Better give than neber rite? Rite!!! and klau betol2
takde duit kan...i wld just be like....
"why am i here in e 1st place at Orchard if i got no $$$"
So usually got money lah....

And my point is,what make our young singaporean becoming
so selfish and hungry for $$$, pride and self-respect???
Is it the goverment in which always make us kluarkan duit?
(i tink so..for me lah....) or is it the way they have been
brought up?? or mayb they havent really see the bigger
picture in which everyone fits in where we want.
If it is truly the goverment,we shd make them listen.
The goverment will ignore one mouth and sue that guy,but
if there is many mouth what can they do?
(most to most Riot Squad ah dia org panggil..sial nye olang)
If is truly their parents,too bad loh...no one teach their
bloody parents parent. Too bad lah,maybe their lifestyle
were cultivated at home wif such attitude til they bring
it to the outside world. Well that is so the Negativity!!!

Sometimes the sight just hurt. Hurt deep but never bring
a scar to me. Im a strong man sumhow. I control my life
and wont never let fate control it. I remember this saying
from a book; "Dun ask what the leader can do for u,but what
u can do for the leader"
Well it is sumhow a good give morale up nye phrase.
But if u apply this to our SIngaporean...well it wont fit.
I never say i hate the Goverment,i just hate the System
of our country. That is 2 diff thing. Now u see my point??

See How the ruling and system of the goverment control the
life of our young Stereotype citizen? Everything counts
in this world and nuting is free u noe. Causes and Effects.
We turn out to be selfish and all the bad negativity exists in us.
Better called our self Sin-gapore. As in country of Sinners

So seriously,how is 2005?
Well seriously speaking...no comment. Just lead and follow
the life in my shoe and u understand. Im a Mat once,im
a punk once,im a gangster once,im a heart breaker once.
Ive been there, done that and stil im so naive at some
things and stuff. Our phase of learning as a human being is
neverending. (quote from the Quran)
K lah, ppl wana go now...see u nxt year and happy living the
new years eve and the celebration. Wana mit my deary at work.

Remember,be happy of who u are and what u have.
Ur life is determined by you,not some stupid upper power.

-Logging off-Sir Azmi-

Project PromisingCountry???

2005-12-23T04:06:00.000-08:00

23rd December 2005

Few more days to 2006 which means 1 year and 6 more
months left to survive a boring Army Life.
Back in ITE ,always thought dat i cld have a bright
and exciting army life. Thought dat i could be a fighting
fit infantry or some guardsman serving the SAF wth pride.
Well dat only happened during BMT......
No matter how fit u are or how smart ur common sense is,
the SAF nowadays rely on better qualification of urs.
So if u wan a high chance of getting into Combat Vocation, u
haf to have a qualification of Diploma or above.
Only a few lucky peepz who is N, O level, ITE grad has
the oppurnities to experienced Combat Voc.
Sumore,they look at ur skin and race too....how more
biase can the SAF be???
This truly change my perspective view of the army.
Army Sucks..truly it is!!!! SAF = Serve And FuckOFF!!!

Read some news polls on the Internet regarding the Politics
and the Managing Goverment of Singapore. This polls were given
out to Singaporean who stayed Overseas.
After reviewing those votes and so,many of them hate the Singapore
System. Basically everything from the laws (well Singapore law is
more strict than those around the world. Fact), ruling, Parliament Board
and even the Military issue which i wld say is kinda sucky to the brim of
of my fuck-this-shit-whore-house country.

If i got the money,i wld haf stayed Overseas and be a PR of dat country.
Lets say the States, where everyone is open minded and friendly.
Not like Singapore....we are paid to be friendly. Not being friendly from
the heart and dat is a big No No.
Or better, Malaysia, sebelah je. Thou they have poor goverment bodies,
they are now recuperating and slowly improving. Sumore the govt treat
everyone equally.
Not like SIngapore..... the indirectly hidden racist agenda in this country.
We Singaporean say, Unity, Racial Harmony, Racial Commitment and the
list to promote racial among us. Well it works but only work there and die
there till theres another campaign of racial harmony to remind SIngapore
again and again. If u still in doubt, just read the Classified Ads on JOb recruit.
It says alot about the hidden agenda of races.
One read a Job class ad and u will always find this common phrase.
"Able to Speak Fluent English Or Mandarin"
"Mandarin speaking background is a must"
So wats up wif all that shit if job that they post in the newspaper
only want chinese and those mandarin ppl???
Well i dont wana pursue on this racial thing further. Wait the govt
found out bout my blog and charge me.
Ckit ckit mau charge..ckit ckit mau charge.....
dats how the Singapore Govt is lah.... So bloody weird Country.

U guys know that DJ X'Ho from Lush Radio Station.
He is one of those rebel singaporean who hate the System.
He had a damn Master Degree in Socialogy and yet he prefer to
pursue his dream as a DJ and a promising punk artist. He has left
his mark and i truly respect that. Rebel wif a cause.....

Well if i haf the chance and the money and the talent....
i would leave this country for a while and go exploring and
discover other country out there. Like Tibet, France, India,
England and the States of course.

ANyway think positive and happy and i will survive in this
stereotical money minded country. Last nite went out to
mit Lizzy pat her workplace after finishing my Bike Prac.
Well i think this is the fastest Prac rather than back in CDC.
SSDC now and 3 weeks and now im oreadi in Prac 3.
Oh well..pelan2 kayuh..tapin nie part kena lincah ckit cos
my Lizzy dah pass her Class 2B. Now she got Class 3 and Class 2B.
Me??? well im useless at this point cos i aint got nothing yet.
As long i have her heart and trust,its already enuff. Cos all this
is priceless and happen once in ur life.
Tapi...still haf to lincah2 pass my Class 2B. Phew...aim before April!!

Ah yeah...mit lizzy cos she haf to stay back late cos of some
Air-Con maintenance down at her STarbUcks there. STay and
lepak ard wif her colleague til ard 3am where we left off.
To Woodland that is. The 1st tyme i go hang out at her area
and i make a bad impression....hehe....
Fall asleep way to early,and rasa serba salah cos she haf to
stay up all alone and hear me snore. Sorry eh Lizz...Seriously
so the sorry. She got sumting to tell me dat nite and i fell asleep.
Can somebody punch me now??? I deserved it....

AnywaY Liz, dun tink too much k. Peace Ouch my dear!
See you later or maybe tomorow...wana go buy drug now.
-End Journal-

Project CrampNation

2005-12-18T00:46:00.000-08:00

18th December 2005

To Lizzy,
now u have known how i felt towards you. Although u
may take time to think bout e sms msg i pass to you,just know
this. What me said is true. Mayb i sucks at doing action but i will
make adjustment to my self and change ur perspective point of
view towards love. Be attentive,dat i will start wif.
Have faith and believe. Forget the bad past and start anew.
And if u ever had a shoulder to cry on,i be there wif u.
Dun u cried alone....ever again.....

-Ur Knight in Rusty Armor-
Sir Azmi

Project Best-eh-this-Life

2005-12-15T05:16:00.000-08:00

15th December 2005

Btw Liz,macam mane azmi tak miss liz when dah almost 4 hari..5?
tak berjumpa. AnywAy gona meet her tonite (insya'allah klau masih
ada tenaga after my KB training) and mayb a Mocha Ramba wif dat
would certainly make my day.

Now for some pictures...dah lama tak post gmbr.......
Dats me and Aliza (aka Abg Ali)...dats wat i used to called her back then in
ma ITE day. (Year One) We were once fren...but now....haiz....i would
just look at my "mcm the typical mat nye looks" back then and u beside me
and compared to now....i wld just smiled. (tersengeh-sengeh...hehe)

Me and Liz ku.....
Now dats us rite now...any difference?? Yeah Big difference than the
day back in school then. Nie part lah aku bukak lagu NickelBack
Photograph Kuat2 pat PC aku.... (ignoring my screaming mother where
she ask me to keep it low.....)

Well....best eh this life? Yeah keep it real and gonna love her and this
world wont be so bad afterall after what ive did to many ppl.
Good things (i did less...) bad things (smpai tak dpt kira cishh....)
Changes that change me...You and the Army. Hehe.
K lah...nak go outz training...well Liz if u reading this...just wana
say, i never care so much about u before back then.
Now....well...things change..... =)

Signing off Journal....
-Sir Azmi-

Project I-Like-e-way-u mOve

2005-12-11T02:30:00.000-08:00

11th December 2005

If someday,someone ask me a question that goes like this,
"So azmi,hows ur life being goin on rite now?"
The usual question would go something like,
"Macam semalam jugak,the same old shits!!" or
"biasa,nuting good ever happens to me nowadays.....bahhh"
but since that day i declare....u r my happiness....

"Well,life's good and im looking forward for every single
precious moment and time to spend wif ma loved one.
She wld be joy,my happiness,my cheerful moment and the
list go on. You too have to appreciate lil things in life u noe"
Dat is wat my answer will be...when this question come along.....

10th December was a blast anyway. Even thou i missed Zoukout-05.
Between an event that is organised Once a year and you which i
enjoy every single moment wif ,i choose u. There is always
another Zoukout year to go to...but nothing will be much better when
im wif you. Well yeah,so hows my 10th December???

Morning till the next morning. Its like almoz the whole day we went
out. But those nite wif u,holding u,cherish u (okay..this line
sounds kinky...hehe) aint a waste afterall. It aint a waste even if i haf
to sacrifices my enjoyment time and be wit u. If i haf being wif u
much earlier than that,u wld nvr haf done that stupid things u did.
But hey,i wont blame ya....i accept u of who u are and not judging u
by ur past mistakes. We all do make mistakes rite? RIGHT!!!
and ive learn that during my zaman mat2....
judging ppl is not a very good act. U haf to understand the person
inside...i wld like to do that wif u. To understand u and to love u.

U once said. Lets start a new chpater from now on....
But for me,i would life to start a new life wif u frm now on.
Haiz...wat a life....

-To Lizzy-
-Ur Knight in Rusty Armor
(Geezz..makin berat pulak armor karat ku ni...wateva lah...)

Project How ah??

2005-12-08T05:08:00.000-08:00

8th December 2005

Life seems simpler everytime i see u or just hear ur voice.
Relationship is so full of question ey? and those many many
question mark...but somehow an answer to all that can be
found when we r open more to each other rite? Right!!!
Thanks lizzy for telling me bout ur past.

Can i say it? "Im starting to miss You girl....

Project The2ndInterval

2005-11-29T04:34:00.000-08:00

4th December 2005

Ok so how shalt i begin this? It felt abit awkward at 1st but
somehow i manage to control it and go wif the flow. To start
of wif some words wuz like trying to succumb to death by
meant of "lack-of-air" (choking) Hahak. K lah, dat is just
the Summarise of my regular interval of Nonsense =)

2 years it has been and 2 years is a long wait.
Looking for someone i could really click wif is hard enuff for me
but somehow dat person has been rite under my nose afterall.
Man, being patience somehow has it goodness.
Cld be blinded or i never noticed it till last few days after we
went out on a regular dates. (3 or is it 4 dates?)
Anyway we start of the weekend this week by doing our
usual sight seeing in SIngapore....muekekeke...actualy
both of us has a real gd sight seeing at Ubi industrial area
cos we're looking for Traffic Polish HeadQuarter. I only noe
where it is ,Ubi rite?? RITE!! but dunno where it is exactly
located. So and so we found it and wat a luck....its closed.
We re there like 1230 and its close at 1230!!!
Bloody damn Govt building!!!

Head to town anyway and watch some HipHop dance battle
down at Cineleisure. They got some 'Lime Event or sumting
like dat lah. Well both of us were really interested in the dance
only. Cool moves and synchcronise dancing foot check.
Azri would be like g00-goo gaa-gaa if he wuz there.
Not much of Breaking thou cos its afterall
wuz played by the theme of RnB n HipHop. Cool dancework
and it struck my head dat says "I miss Clubbing"
dah nak 2 bulan tak club dok.....
Stil thinking if im going Zoukout,its afterall once a year
but the theme played would be Trance,Electronica and
some TechnoS. They only dedicated a few site to
RnB,Raggae and HH. Azri confirm tak go (got his msg again)
so big chance nvr go. See how ler....

We lepak ard Cineleisure,walk,see flea market,walk,go Cheers,
walk again,tgk poster,walk,stumbled into Fadly,my long lost
SC dudes. He's doing NS now,Police dat is. We walk,then
another SC dude again,Adi....then we walk...minum Coke Light,walk...
oopps did i mention Adi???
Oh well yah. Jumpa dia pat Cineleisure area gak. he and 2 other SC
peepz. Decided to hangout together for a while cos once a week
only see this Bushy-brambo-hair of Adi's. Lepak pat StarBucks and
she help us ordered some drinks....dpt free cheeseCake skali tau.
Damn,how sweet dat is....sweet as in refering to "her" not the CheeseCake!!

Arcade times!!!! Dah lama tak main arcade and u all noe lah my fav game
is "Ghost Squad and any other shooting games!!"Really had fun,but when
u gotta go..u gotta go. We take a farewell to Adi's n Fwen. Head down
to some beach in Singapore, actually looking back Singapore only
got like 3 beach,exclude Sentosa Beach. Theres East C.,West C., and
Pasir Ris. Went to East COast....and really had a gd personal times
wif her. Seriously it really felt dat gd down there,thou takde wind
blowing and kinda humid. Thankew girl for waiting so the lama for
me to spurt out my damn questions....

And when it all ends,we end up holding each other.
Greatly and truly,tonite is the bestest of the week.
How cld i forget the nite. Spending times pat town later on....
MAny things happen frm like 1am till 630am and it wuz like
"Wow" I aint nvr gona forget this day!
The walk we had,we the conversation we talk about, the toilet
at Dhoby Ghaut we frequently go, the NR bus that nvr came
,those mosquito dat bit me at PS (pat town pon mosquito ader...haiz)
those lovely 1st ever breakfast wit u,ur giggling at my stupid jokes
and my mis-prounounciation of Singlish. It wuz all worthwhile.
Gona love u and enjoy being wif u...

Love ya....Urs Sincerely,
Sir Azmi, Knights in Rusty Armor.

Project over-BoRE

2005-09-27T07:37:00.000-07:00

27th September 2005

1st thing 1st i would like to thanks too all my contacts
that haf known me thru many medium and such.
From secondary,ITE,rugby frens,my gaming Buddies,
my clubbing dudez,my ex-gf's ( i suspect some of u are still
noticing about my life ),my army brothers in green,my siblings
and step-siblings (which i only met on Raya),my cuzzins and
nephews if i got one...(everybody got at least one rite??),
my beloved parents who have taken care of me,grandpa n
grandmama. Not to forget my enemy who were once my
enemy (we eventually haf to 4gif n 4get rite?) and those who i haf
not mention above u all has played and important role in my life.
U people are the one that has mold me into what i have
become rite now. Good or bad i dun care much as i haf experience
the magnificent way of living as a normal full-grown man.
I have to admit this that sometimes to speak the word that is
from your heart is the greatest courage of all for one to undertake.

Well life for me has its up's and down's and sometimes in
the middle of a string,dunno which side we r on. But after all
this 21 years of living i am still considered immature and young
in the field of human feelings and anotomy of our brain function.
AFter 4 months goin thru my NS life i haf rethink much of the past
during my free time in my bunk. The Why's the what's, the where's
are unaswerable if one is not willing to learn.

"Do walk the walk,dun talk the talk"
Dats what a close contact of mine used to tell me if i haf broke
some promises.This however make me sit back n think about
stuff,many stuff regarding the people in our world rite now.
Why do people in our generation rite now behave such a way that
it is unavoidable to escape from it? (etc WW2,racist,communism)
To my Theory-Of-opinion (T.O.O) there is 2 type of people living
on this world. The StoryTeller and the Listener. Which one are u
is up to ur self-conscious and believe. (Keyword is "Self-conscious")
So wat are they actually meant???

Many people would noe the meaning of being a Listener. Someone
who listens to advices,gd or bad and execute out the actions thru
different way and method depending on certain individual. The
listeners are just some stereo-type, linear-1-way human dat we
usually see nowadays and by chance we are mostly falls into this category.
We play a normal life cycle on this planet and survive many odds.
However to survive we sometimes manifest the surrounding.
We stay,populated and consume every resources we have. Once those
resources are finished we moved on finding a new location.
We however lived in a cycle the same way as 1 organism on this
planet; a Plague. (dats wat we are)
We *work,consume,breathe,enjoy,populate and sleep*.
Just the normal cycle we usually do. However all this are habits
bypass thru generation to generations as we are the Listeners of any
great leader that might guide us. To be it in a way of the bad or lighter
side is up to the leader. But for if a listener has able to understand
the actual meaning of self-conscious, he/she might be able to work things
out better than just listen like a goof-dog. Listener follow stories told by
them aeons and aeons ago. The generation of caveman where only 2 kinds
of tribes there is. The tribe wif a gd 1 of a heck storyteller has now evolved
into casual,gentleman wif right and positive minded. The tribe wif
1 lousy storyteller has now evolved into uncultured people dat is
now a normal sight to see if u walk down Orchard Road.

*Got donation box...never donate....* *Got a rubbish bin but
people ignore and just litter anyway* HAiz.....

So wat and who is the storyteller?? This term tell us he is One who
weave great stories n tales into fables and myth for great folklore
example or as a role model. Well its kinda like dat as i interpret it.
More to it is that,storyteller may tell us,the Listener, bad or good
stuff depending on the storyteller way of telling it. There is always a
good storyteller and a bad storyteller as i haf mention above. People
would follow the steps of this intelligent class of people and the way they
follow determined how we are today. Unless one is very self-aware and
his self-conscious is up to the limit he himself may foretell and weave
another great tale for his people to listen. Looking around me rite now
i realised many bad stories have been told past and past, the one before
me and before and before him. Life works in a strange way however and
sometimes i haf to get used to it. Bad storytellers remind me of
Saddam Hussein,Osama and even George W.Bush almoz fall into this
bad storyteller.There is many in fact,minor one, but still they manage
to capture our attention of listeners and listen to them.
As i haf said,listeners self-conscious plays a big picture in this picture.

One who manage to control his conscious is able to quit smoking
habit easily,donate to charity even if he has 1 dollar in his pocket,help
the poor and stuff that we dun normally see nowadays. Stuff dat benefit
us in a good ways and others too. WOnder if today bad storytellers plus
listeners that is unaware of their conscious would spawn another bad
generation of mankind.....badder than we oreadi haf rite now.
This post may sound shit to some readers but this is the truth.
And as i speak i tink of many frens and contacts of how they will
determined their lives.
And if someone ask me wheather am i the Storyteller or Listener?

......i smile at them and walk away. Life cannot be determined but
be control by oneself. U lived one life....lived it!!!